Even though I cry, I'm not dense. Writing really does help a lot!
You really don't want to read this. I don't recommend it at all. I'm just documenting it on my blog becaus... Read more
I cry for no reason.
Yup, I'm a cry baby. It is uncontrollable! Jeeze I hate it when I do it. Feels like it's gotten worse since starting Wellbutrin. I still need to give it 6 - 8 weeks for everything to stabilize, I guess. But man it's embarrassing! It happened 4+ ... Read more
Eeeek, a binge. Kind of.
So today after a super stressful day at work my husband asked if we could go eat Mexican food. I felt bad because yesterday he wanted us to go to the bar with some friends-- but frankly, I don't care too much for bars. I almost never drink, and... Read more
I don't know if I should quit my job.
I'm having such a huge dilemma... I'm almost done with with my BA, and my GPA is only a 3.09. I feel so overwhelmed with the fact that I don't think that will be enough to enter a Psy.D. program, or even a MA program. I have no experience in psy... Read more
I just realized... I've been feeling a little better these days
Surprisingly. I'm not 100%. But yesterday I wanted to clean the house, and I did all the upstairs and most of the downstairs. Yeah, I have some left to do. Hopefully I can tackle it all on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday when I'm off. :)
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My Overall Goal
A friend of mine reminded me of a book our jazz director instructed us to read in high school. I couldn't thank Ryan Ellis enough for making us read this book, and I'm so glad my high school pal brought this quote back to life for me, at a time ... Read more
Tired of being Tired, but at least now I know why.
So for the past year or so I've been feeling terrible. Tired, depressed, not-wanting-to-do-much sort of mood. Last year I went to the doctor and asked to get my thyroid checked, and my TSH was around a 2.95, I don't really remember, but my docto... Read more
So yeah I looked at the scale...
So let's just say I do NOT like what I see. I'm over 200 lbs! Stress from school and work is kind of taking a toll, and I'm not one that works very well under pressure. I realized I feel like I have too much freedom picking my calories-- it is s... Read more
Crazy time, but really time to get back on it.
Hey all! I haven't posted in what feels like forever. Miami was GREAT! I loved it. Of course I did, with all the food my grandma' made me and all the eating out. Afterwards I went to Louisville, which was awesome, but again, a lot of eating out... Read more
Why do I stop doing things when I miss doing them?
I really need to stop quitting on things I love to do. Last time I weighed myself (probably a week ago) I was under 190 (yay!) but I'm probably over that now considering what I've been eating... vegan pizza and veggie fajitas. Too much rice, and... Read more
Bad day, but good running day.
I just got done a little while ago with week 4 session 1 in C25K... yay! The runs seem to pass by faster while things are on my mind. I feel like the 2 blocks I run around are getting smaller and smaller considering I can run around them now wit... Read more
Knee Pain After Running
I've been trying to ignore this, but coming on to week 3 of C25K I realize that after running I have knee pain. It is not extremely painful and I can do normal activities but it still hurts. For someone who has major knee pain running in my fami... Read more
Losing Weight God Free!
So today I talked to my mother on the phone about my weight loss, and how I'm struggling really hard to get past the 190's and into the 180's. I also let her know about my running and how it sucks that there really aren't many great places to ru... Read more
Quick blog- Valentines day
For valentines day I ate approximately 1,900 calories. I had a Sicilian salad at an Italian restaurant, with two large bread rolls. They don't have nutritional information that I know of, but I know it did have a lot of oil and vinegar on the sa... Read more
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