PREPMOM11's Blogs

Fell off the wagon big time!!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010      3 comments

Well, here is the story. I finally got my act together and was doing quite well. I started seeing the scale move, slowly but surely but then the unthinkable happened. I had to deviate from my schedule yesterday and it went downhill from there... Read more
Wednesday, July 07, 2010      9 comments

I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate everything about me. I want to change so badly but I don't know how. I feel overwhelmed and defeated before I even begin. I am sad and depressed and feel hopeless. I love Sparkpeople, I love to see and... Read more
Where and how do I begin?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010      6 comments

I log on to Sparkpeople just about ever day. I read all of the success stories and motivational stories but I just can't seem to let it sink in. I am struggling! I am out of control with my eating and nothing stops me. Not wanting to do it f... Read more
Went off the deep end today!!
Sunday, April 25, 2010      2 comments

I woke up and did the first thing I do every morning weighed myself. The scale is not moving. I have been going strong for two solid weeks and the scale has not moved. So......I went to church discouraged and disgusted and came home and ate. ... Read more
Not giving up!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010      1 comments

I have been off and on with Spark People and I am trying to get back into it and use it. I have a hard time just spilling my guts and putting everything out there for everyone to see. I am trying though. I do find this website to be very help... Read more