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From A Low Point to a Higher One

Wednesday, August 08, 2012      1 comments

I started out the day training and not being able to get faster than 55 minutes. From there i went to the bank to get the last of my money out of my one savings account. I found out that my checking is really low and that spiralled me downward t... Read more

Chocolate, Writing and Ladies Retreat

Tuesday, August 07, 2012      3 comments

This week i decided not to buy any chocolate or make anything with it; even though I could make chocolate zucchinin cake; cause someone gave us big zucchimi. It probably would have been too much of a temptation. Especially when I get depressed t... Read more

Sweet and other stuff

Monday, August 06, 2012      1 comments

I did not go overboard on the sweets todaya and I stayed within my calories. Love munching on those yogurt raisins though and cashews. Trying to keep stuff i need to buy to a minimum. Hope relief comes soon or i will be in trouble. The cards wer... Read more

Curbing Sweets and Cutting Up Credit Cards

Friday, August 03, 2012      3 comments

I only had 2 snacks of chocolagte today so i am doing better there. Today was an epiphany for me. I finsished reading a biography of George Mueller today. God convicted me of relying on them to pay for stuff instead of him. I am in debt because ... Read more

Depression and Prophecy

Tuesday, July 31, 2012      5 comments

I cannot seem to lift myself out of this depression I am in. It drags me down. The future is not looking good for this country. Someone told ne today that her bank said that they would be doing away with money and using only debit cards in the f... Read more

Last Week And Painful Realities

Monday, July 30, 2012      4 comments

This is the last week of Critical Thinking; then in about 2 weeks I start English Composition. I have really learned a lot and i have started to question why i do the things i do and why I react the way i do. What really hit me over the head was... Read more

Feeling the Blues and other stuff

Saturday, July 28, 2012      2 comments

I am feeling out of sorts or blue lately. It is a wonder my chocolate consumption is not more than it was today. I ate a brownie before 6 this morning and had a chcocolate ice cream sandwich for a snack after breakfast. I had another half of a b... Read more

Depressed and Friends

Friday, July 27, 2012      2 comments

I stuck to only 2 snacks of chocolate today. I was tempted to eat another brownie but didn't. I am in a depressesd frame of mind. Seeing my money go down fast and nothing I can do yet but pray and hope a job shows up I can do. Unlike some people... Read more

Stayed The Same and Taming My Sweet Tooth

Wednesday, July 25, 2012      1 comments

i stayed the same this week; no loss or gain. I joined a Spark group challenge for taming my sweet tooth. My craving for chocolate gets out of control sometimes. I ate 1 black bean brownie earlt this morning around 6:30 when i got up. It looked ... Read more

Learning More About Myself Through the Class

Sunday, July 22, 2012      3 comments

While i am learning how to communicate better I also am learning about myself. I am learning to ask myself serious questions. I am learning that I have a problem with wanting to be liked or be popular. That i definitely have a problem with jealo... Read more

Small things make Me Happy Too

Friday, July 20, 2012      1 comments

Winning 50 goodie points yesterday and 25 bonus points today made me cheer. Silly? I know but it is the way Iam . I am doing good on my essay; hope to turn it in to Turnitin today. Wish I knew why my hand falls asleep all the time. My daughter s... Read more

1 Pound Gone and Bureaucratic B.S.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012      3 comments

Well i lost a pound this week. Why does a small towns muncipal staff have to be so unbending. I managed to whittle down my bill for Time warner to 57 a month for everything and I get help form Energy Assistance for heating; but try and talk sen... Read more

Controlling My Anger

Tuesday, July 17, 2012      1 comments

i find that i still have trouble with letting my anger not turn into rage at times. You dwell on something that's not fair and you brood over it and prety soon you want to explode. I am sure we all have dealt with it before. We have been having... Read more

Toning Down the Addiction

Monday, July 16, 2012      2 comments

I never realized that anything could become an addiction; i always thought that was just for alcoholics, drug users, and so on. It never crossd my mind that a good thing could turn into somehing that controls you. I had to deal with this last ye... Read more

Weight Gain Again and Frustration

Friday, July 13, 2012      4 comments

Well i weghed myself yesterday and i gained 2 pounds. Either it was water weight or muscle or both. Fell like a yoyo; lose then gain it back. Time is running out for assignments; have to turn it in by Sunday midinight and I am not even done wit... Read more

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