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Technical difficulties!
Sunday, August 14, 2016      2 comments

During my run this morning - about 45 min in I believe - my phone started doing this thing where Siri starts talking even though I'm just running along, minding my own business, not touching the home button. This happened to me once before, and ... Read more
Healthy snacks for grazing
Saturday, August 13, 2016      5 comments

I know, I shouldn't eat when I'm not hungry...I shouldn't eat just because I'm bored. But I also know that I'm not perfect. So here are some reasonable options: -green tea seaweed -baby carrots -pickles -apple chips -chewy dried apples (feel... Read more
I am what I believe myself to be
Monday, June 13, 2016      2 comments

As a follow-up to my last blog... It will only work if the belief that I am beautiful and love my body completely saturates my self-talk and self-concept. If every time I think "You'll look great when you lose five/ten/xxx pounds" or "keep work... Read more
Love my body
Thursday, June 09, 2016      4 comments

For most of my life, I hated my body. It doesn't work for me to always be putting myself down and telling myself I have to work out or eat a certain way... Read more
I survived the day
Friday, June 03, 2016      4 comments

I almost had a software-induced mental breakdown at work but I didn't. I don't actually understand how I fixed the problem but apparently I did, at least as far as I can tell. I shut my office door for a few minutes and kept myself together even... Read more
Some motivation
Monday, May 16, 2016      2 comments

A good reason to watch my weight even when I am sick of it and even though I am comfortable with the way my body looks now is to make my high level of ph... Read more
The Ataxian
Wednesday, April 20, 2016      4 comments

This is a talk I went to for work this afternoon. (The trailer for the film can be found at .) This man is truly amazing and I am so ... Read more
Today's little thing that makes me happy
Monday, April 18, 2016      4 comments

Is that I found and downloaded a fun song that I heard on Pandora a long time ago and hadn't been able to find until now. ... Read more
Monday, April 11, 2016      4 comments

Last night I dreamt I got a job in Jersey, which is close to my parents and my friends. This morning I woke up here with no hope and my least favorite coworker coming back from a 3.5-week vacation later this week. I'm trying not to be bitter or ... Read more
Thursday, April 07, 2016      4 comments

I can see some progress in my workouts. This morning I noticed that my plank form has improved, and I feel stronger doing it too. I feel good about this because it means that my entire upper body is getting stronger. It's nice because I have bee... Read more
It's Monday
Monday, April 04, 2016      7 comments

I didn't track all weekend. I cried myself to sleep and woke up bawling. This has to end soon. ... Read more
So homesick
Sunday, April 03, 2016      4 comments

I just want to go home. I hate this city, I hate this job. Coming here was a giant mistake, a never ending nightmare. I would rather go back to working at the grocery store if it would mean being with my family. I should never have come here. I ... Read more
What bingeing is to me
Wednesday, March 30, 2016      5 comments

These are my thoughts sparked by some posts in chat: Bingeing is not just overeating or making suboptimal food choices. It's the sense of being outa control and having a 1-track mind, being unable to do anything productive because you're so di... Read more
Today I'm thankful because
Sunday, March 27, 2016      3 comments

I was able to pay my medical bills from when my eyes were inflamed. It is never fun payig medical bills (especially since I believe I should have been given different treatment to start with hence I wouldn't have needed the two expense appointme... Read more
I am so blessed
Friday, March 25, 2016      7 comments

This afternoon I came across some selfies that I took in 2013 when I had chronic hives. It hurts to look at them - I actually cried. I am so very lucky t... Read more

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