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feed the spark, not the beast
Thursday, September 08, 2011      5 comments

i had a full fledged lapse yesterday. wow. i forgot. i really did - it's been a long time since i did that, since i "fed the beast" you know- THE BEAST - that bottomless well, falling falling every bite that goes in to feed the beast... Read more
Things are happening every day (a cinderella theme)
Sunday, September 04, 2011      5 comments

I'm stuck in places. I AM embarking in some places. Yet I am STUCK is some and the same-old same-old of my wheel-spinning to get something going sounds bad to me today. I don't want to spit mud and fall deeper in the same place I'm at.... Read more
embark
Wednesday, August 31, 2011      10 comments

just a little ditty about touch stones talismans and, well, habits: so... All this past year i've had a blue water bottle that started my morning. i liked this blue water bottle especially for it's diameter, for its particular height ... Read more
Can I See Progress? (photos) -- & a turning point?
Wednesday, August 17, 2011      10 comments

This is what I've been saying. I've been doing what I've gotten used to to doing SP wise this past March-August... and there's been not a lot of measurable progress. ... Read more
rewind forward
Saturday, August 13, 2011      1 comments

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48 hours - wherever you go there you are
Friday, August 12, 2011      1 comments

Reflections of these past two days: 1) Drinking alcohol and going out to hear music (first time in eons) is fun. 2) Day-After drinking alcohol translates into leaden/heavy body (lower stamina and reduced lung capacity) as well as big 'hun... Read more
woulda/shoulda/coulda --- a whine for no one but me
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      2 comments

1) I've been treading water financially. Bravo on the one hand. O f*** on the other. 2) Living below my means in order to stave off anxiety has, over decades, caught up with me... and now there's less room to wiggle - and I can not forget abou... Read more
what's in my way?
Monday, August 08, 2011      1 comments

besides me. i mean. is it all me? I'm embarrassed (ashamed of, apologetic for...) by my apartment. It goes underground most of the time. But at a few times a week or month (for years) especially when out of towners come to see me for the ... Read more
Mid Term Goal 9#'s away!! -- eeny meeny miny moh - need to pick a reward.
Thursday, July 28, 2011      4 comments

I just moved two stones into the goblet. 184.2. There are 9 stones in the little holding cup, which means I'm nine lbs from Goal #1. Wow. Goal #1 175. (Future goal 145 -- another 30 stones waiting in the big jar #2) ... Read more
Chilled Cucumber Soup Recipe (yum!)
Sunday, July 24, 2011      3 comments

3 Medium Cucumbers (peeled then diced) 1 cup cold water 1/4 cup diced onion (white or sweet are best) 2 Tbsp fresh lemon juice 1 tsp minced garlic 1.3 tsp sea salt 1/4 tsp fresh ground black pepper 2 Tbsp cream or half an... Read more
Jump in the River
Sunday, July 24, 2011      2 comments

I'm writing this down. Marking it. In today's paper, the Sunday section, a quotation inset for a little profile on someone or other... made me tear up, tear way up. The quote: "(Mydad) always said, 'Jump into the river. It will just move a... Read more
Onward & Downward -
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      6 comments

SPARKING INTO 2012 Onward & Downward Anniversary Celebration and Year Two Goals in the works Wow! This year feels great. And felt great, every day. That's the miracle I see today. I'm enjoying this. I am not confined by... Read more
184/8 and pivoting toward year 2 - JULY 2011
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      1 comments

Wow. Almost a year. Just a week shy of a year of Sparking. I had a slacky sort of last few weeks. I've been a little loose with tracking. Accurate, but the choices I've made can stand improving. I can and think I will re-consider the who... Read more
AAD
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      2 comments

It's AAD - Ass Awareness Day (haa hhaaa ) I enjoyed inventing this acronym while dancing around with Joe at the Launderette this early a.m. So...is it smaller? It's shrinking every day, he says to me. He's such a good sport, and such a... Read more
Checking All In
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      2 comments

June 15, 2011 Didn't weigh in today. Am I still in the 180's (189 May 30, after stepdaughter's wedding). ???? Where have I been for a month? Trips. Anticipations. Foot injury. Excuses and explanations for why I haven't been "all in" this mo... Read more

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