Wow. It's just crazy, odd, spooky--- like waking up or looking up and it always being 11 after the hour. Or always waking up at 3:59am (which has been happening to me for a while now too).
Sometimes I have to weigh objects on my scale just ... Read more
Apologies to anyone reading over my shoulder today who's expecting anything more. This is more of a Goal Setting than a blog. Scale is up! (oh no! fear. loathing. shame. aha. acceptance. determination)....
Sink or SWIM? S W I M. GIR... Read more
I read Annieonli's blog today, titled "Tending the Fire"
http://www.sparkpeople.com/m ypage_public_journal_indiv idual.asp?blog_id=6327325& SPShared=TRUE
So awesome. THANK YOU!
The metaphors are so rich and right on.
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Sometimes it comes down to ANOTHER Push Shove?
I've been round and round with this and my self for three years.
2009-2010 Spark Successes and BIG WT LOSS
2010-2012 Sick with UC... more wt loss and untethered in many ways
2013- housing... Read more
Yep yep - hooray. We're here!!
I heard a riff on an NPR comedy show (maybe Wait Wait?) about "musical chairs" being a frightening form of child abuse -- e.g. early training in S C A R C I T Y. And I laughed so loud, out loud. At how tru... Read more
58 bday - done
Esalen week of dancing - DONE ! LOVED IT SO MUCH!
Re-entry to "home life" in CV ... - yeah... I' mean, yes.... ongoing flux and shift and acceptance
I am pushing for a two year plan, a five year plan . . . for myself... ... Read more
I know I know. Yaknow?
It's MY saying: "the scale is a ouiji board"
And, for me, it is.
Sometimes weighing myself is motivating and sometimes it backfires.
Sometimes being on a schedule for the numbers works and sometimes it's ... Read more
I WANT TO DELETE THIS BECAUSE IT REALLY IS NOT What I want to be sharing about. But... I'm leaving it here because -- well... this happened. I had this moment when I wanted to consider surgery in my future. Ugh. Or ... well... Putting it away f... Read more
You guys here are awesome. And for you I am so grateful.
and best wishes for a happy healthy holiday.
I need to check in on Sparkydoodle.
I may actually 'need' the connection and the spirit and the ritual.
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Gosh... I can really be a drama queen roller coaster.
These past couple of days have shown me that... again. haha
But I take out my spark light magic wand coalminers hat spotlight
and i say
I AM NOT GIVING UP
GDI th... Read more
Hunger: A Memoir of (M...
by Roxane Gay
Hunger: A Memoir of (My) Body
by Roxane Gay (Goodreads Author), Tbd (Reading)
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From the bestselling author of... Read more