Peering Into the Looking Glass
Looking into my reflection,
not recognizing who I see,
What happend to the chubby cheeks,
that used to hide my eyes?
The person that is looking back is literally half my size,
Im afraid that Ill wake up and that this will all be a drea... Read more
Im in a 190 to 180 pound rut right now..Its hard but im doing my best to get outta it its very frustrating...This fluctuation is drivng me crazy!!!
Ugg what do u ladies do when u get stuck??... Read more
Gained a Few pounds...disapointed yes....Defeated heck no!!!!
After a "fun" sugary easter a whole bunch of Spring Birthday parties, I realized I havent been sparking/exercizing/eating right I stepped on the scale and to my dismay 190 flashed back at me.I am very upset, but im driven to see better numbers o... Read more
When will the Battle Be won?
Mirror Mirror on the wall ,
Biggest Liar of them all,
Tears in eyes let them Fall,
Hair is a mess, makeup all blurry,
No time to look nice in a hurry,
Hide the Bags and Imperfections,
Dotting Makeup in Different Directions,
Spread,... Read more
I gained afew pounds back but i lost in inches around my waist, arms,thighs and abdomen...
hmmmm wierd lol but not a setback... Read more
To be a butterfly a former caterpillars plea
Breaking free of this cacoon this prison I built for myself,
that keeps me small, shy ,scared of the unknown,
hidden, angry, jealous at all the other butterflies ,
Butterflies that fly free that have found thier wings,
dancing towards th... Read more
Its 2009 yall
Im glad to say ive started off the year with a bang im feeling good and and working reaallyy hard to loose my holiday weight im back down to 190 pounds and im trying to get to 155 by the end of may Im still gonna continue doing this healthfully ... Read more
This Holiday season plan, looking for suggestions
This holiday season ive decided to let myself cheat a little, when I get military strict on my diet it makes me want to break more.Christmas is stressful enough without being the food Nazi , but im not gonna go hogwild either, one glass of eggno... Read more
Feeling Dissappointed but not defeated..
Halloween was tough this year and I caved into temptation because of stress and depression.It got to me when people kept looking at me because of the weight I lost and made mean comments on how I used to weigh, they made me out like I was horri... Read more
I am now just overweight lol.hahaha its a good promotion, considering ive started my journey morbidly obese.Hopefully with the holidays coming up and the anniversary of my fathers death looming near I wont fall or cave in to old habits.Can anybo... Read more
goodbye 200 i will not miss you hello 199
My weight does not start with a 2 anymore yaaaay, i honestly dont remeber being in the 100's or being able to share clothing with friends.Im wearing a hoodie i borrowed from my friend sierra its a size large my smallest piece of clothing i have ... Read more
100 pounds lost foreva and eva
Yaaaaay I finally broke my plateau im 203 pounds, 100 pounds are gone from my body.Floating on cloud nine here, thanx to all who have encouraged me and helped me when ive fallen, and cheered on my small victories you ladies and gents are the bes... Read more
99 pounds lost....
Ive been in a funk lately and I found out why im a lil anemic, ive been taking iron supplements and walla i feel somuch better.Im only one pound away from my biggest goal ever,so im anxious happy and excited all in one.Im also applying to get st... Read more
im closer to my goal...
Hi sparkbuddies im at 208 now which is very close to my hundred pounds lost goal.Im very excited and anxious all at the same time = )
5 more pounds to go and im there the smallest ive been since elementary school.
Im also getting closer t... Read more
I stood on the scale and to my surprize...
I lost 2 pounds im at 210 i broke my plateau but instead of feeling happy, panic struck my pulse went up and I started getting anxious and feeling really nervous, and butterflies were in my stomach,and I got a cold sweat.That wierd feeling passe... Read more