We are done moving!! Over all the move went quick, we signed the lease mon night and were out of the other house sat night. Now I get to work on unpacking everything. I think once I get a book shelf for my room it will go quicker.
As for m... Read more
So we are moving, like we signed the lease on mon, we will be done and gone by sat. With all the packing and trips back and forth I am forgetting to eat. I am eating so little im afraid it will effect my weight loss. I got on the scale tonight, ... Read more
I did not do well this weekend. I did however do better then I used to. I ate sweet things (my husband got cakes) but I ate smaller amounts. I am eating smaller amounts of everything now.
I need to remember to eat in the morning, so I dont... Read more
Any motivation is good, right?
So I really started trying to lose this excess weight in the past two or so weeks. Before that I really had the "eh I screwed up today anyways, re-set tomorrow!" frame of mind. Two weeks ago I had a really, really bad dream. I was cleaning the l... Read more
I feel good, nanananana
I feel so super motivated right now. I have lost an inch all over (arms, legs, belly, hips) and 4 inches from my bra band size. I have also lost 4 lbs.
I am not sure ... Read more
I think this is the only time losing is good.....
I lost!!!!! My lack of loss is over (I think).
Funny story. So last fri I was weighting myself for the weight in for my sparkteam. I step on the scale it said 238!!! I was like wtf, really. I try again, 240. I think ahhh ok, my scale batter... Read more
This is really hard :/
Im hungry, like really hungry. But I have like 100 calories left in my "range". I know this part of losing weight sucks, and I know it passes, but it is SO hard right now. ugh... Read more
Why is this so hard??
Why is losing weight so hard for me. Am I making it hard on myself? Is my husband making it harder for me? Is my body just fubar? Even with willpower I am having such a hard time. I am not losing, and that makes me feel like it is all for nothin... Read more
Another week of no weight loss
Im really starting to get discouraging. My weight wens of last week was 250.4. My weight this morning was 250.2. I wish I could figure out what is going on.... Read more
Orange crushes and bacon cheese fries
So my ASL teacher (I am in school to become an interpreter) has a meet up every wens. He is deaf, many of his friends are deaf. I went last night, and I am SO sick now.
I ate before I left (homemade meat loaf, normal sized pile of mashed p... Read more
I fell, but I will still get up
So my kids got my husbands cheesecake out of the fridge, and ate it, well most of it. As I was cleaning up the rest of it I was sticking bites in my mouth. I did not even think, I just did it. It was less then a "normal" size slice, but Im SO fr... Read more
Food = my drug of choice
I am in the process of school to (I think) become a counselor, hopefully for families with children with special needs. We were talking about mental illness, and drug addiction. My teacher was saying that people use drugs or drink was a way to d... Read more
One day at a time......
One day at a time is how I need to approach my weight loss. I have gotten on track during the day. I no longer over eat during the day, and have learned to listen to my body as to when it is full. I am still working on night times. Dinner I am f... Read more
I have 99% of my house clean. I say 99% because there is always a spot that gets messed up when I am cleaning the others. I feel more able to tackle weight loss when my house is clean and organized. I was never taught as a child HOW to clean. I... Read more
Being ok with who I am
I have been trying my whole adult life to lose weight. Never for health, as I have never had any health problems., but because "they" say I should. "They" are the media, clothing manufactures, etc. My husband met me when I was about 220 lbs, an... Read more