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New houseness
Wednesday, April 03, 2013      3 comments

We are done moving!! Over all the move went quick, we signed the lease mon night and were out of the other house sat night. Now I get to work on unpacking everything. I think once I get a book shelf for my room it will go quicker. As for m... Read more
Thursday, March 28, 2013      2 comments

So we are moving, like we signed the lease on mon, we will be done and gone by sat. With all the packing and trips back and forth I am forgetting to eat. I am eating so little im afraid it will effect my weight loss. I got on the scale tonight, ... Read more
Weekends suck
Monday, March 25, 2013      3 comments

I did not do well this weekend. I did however do better then I used to. I ate sweet things (my husband got cakes) but I ate smaller amounts. I am eating smaller amounts of everything now. I need to remember to eat in the morning, so I dont... Read more
Any motivation is good, right?
Wednesday, March 20, 2013      2 comments

So I really started trying to lose this excess weight in the past two or so weeks. Before that I really had the "eh I screwed up today anyways, re-set tomorrow!" frame of mind. Two weeks ago I had a really, really bad dream. I was cleaning the l... Read more
I feel good, nanananana
Monday, March 18, 2013      2 comments

I feel so super motivated right now. I have lost an inch all over (arms, legs, belly, hips) and 4 inches from my bra band size. I have also lost 4 lbs. I am not sure ... Read more
I think this is the only time losing is good.....
Monday, March 18, 2013      4 comments

I lost!!!!! My lack of loss is over (I think). Funny story. So last fri I was weighting myself for the weight in for my sparkteam. I step on the scale it said 238!!! I was like wtf, really. I try again, 240. I think ahhh ok, my scale batter... Read more
This is really hard :/
Saturday, March 16, 2013      9 comments

Im hungry, like really hungry. But I have like 100 calories left in my "range". I know this part of losing weight sucks, and I know it passes, but it is SO hard right now. ugh... Read more
Why is this so hard??
Thursday, March 14, 2013      5 comments

Why is losing weight so hard for me. Am I making it hard on myself? Is my husband making it harder for me? Is my body just fubar? Even with willpower I am having such a hard time. I am not losing, and that makes me feel like it is all for nothin... Read more
Another week of no weight loss
Monday, March 11, 2013      5 comments

Im really starting to get discouraging. My weight wens of last week was 250.4. My weight this morning was 250.2. I wish I could figure out what is going on.... Read more
Orange crushes and bacon cheese fries
Thursday, March 07, 2013      4 comments

So my ASL teacher (I am in school to become an interpreter) has a meet up every wens. He is deaf, many of his friends are deaf. I went last night, and I am SO sick now. I ate before I left (homemade meat loaf, normal sized pile of mashed p... Read more
I fell, but I will still get up
Wednesday, March 06, 2013      4 comments

So my kids got my husbands cheesecake out of the fridge, and ate it, well most of it. As I was cleaning up the rest of it I was sticking bites in my mouth. I did not even think, I just did it. It was less then a "normal" size slice, but Im SO fr... Read more
Food = my drug of choice
Tuesday, March 05, 2013      1 comments

I am in the process of school to (I think) become a counselor, hopefully for families with children with special needs. We were talking about mental illness, and drug addiction. My teacher was saying that people use drugs or drink was a way to d... Read more
One day at a time......
Monday, March 04, 2013      1 comments

One day at a time is how I need to approach my weight loss. I have gotten on track during the day. I no longer over eat during the day, and have learned to listen to my body as to when it is full. I am still working on night times. Dinner I am f... Read more
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      0 comments

I have 99% of my house clean. I say 99% because there is always a spot that gets messed up when I am cleaning the others. I feel more able to tackle weight loss when my house is clean and organized. I was never taught as a child HOW to clean. I... Read more
Being ok with who I am
Monday, February 25, 2013      2 comments

I have been trying my whole adult life to lose weight. Never for health, as I have never had any health problems., but because "they" say I should. "They" are the media, clothing manufactures, etc. My husband met me when I was about 220 lbs, an... Read more

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