how can i start?
how can i start?i am siting here at 220.8 pounds, i see my huge stomach, thinking about how hard it is just to get up from the floor, and i am totally Unmotivated. ... Read more
stepping stones and road blocks...
yup, i am back. i thought i might write down some things that motivate and inspire me. a list that i can look to when i don't want to work out, when i want to eat a pizza, or a pint of ice cream. and i also wanted to write down another list of t... Read more
time to get real...
i have never been here before. i think this is the lowest and highest i have ever been. feeling the lowest, weighing the highest. i am 48 years old, and in a few months 49. i weigh more than i even did, when i was pregnant. i weigh 230 pounds. i... Read more
oh lookie! i took another "break" and now i am back.
. what is wrong with me? how many times am i gonna star... Read more
DVD player not working, too humid to run?????
well, i was really about at my wits end
i had planned on working out to a dvd work out, and darn, ... Read more
when i am my ideal weight, and fitness, THEN i will be happy.
sound familiar? although i don't consciencly say that, i guess that must be what i am thinking. i refuse to have pictures of me, because "i look and feel so fat!" i don't want to look back at those pictures and see that i actually went out like... Read more
my drinking problem... H20
so, sometimes it is really hard for me to drink water.
i mean, i like it, but sometimes i just forget. ... Read more
thinking about a new FITBIT, any advice???
so, i am addicted to my FITBIT
... i love it, but i am wondering if i should get a new one. ... Read more
i do not understand sparkpeople!
so, just yesterday, i came back to sparkpeople. i haven't been on in a few months. i have been on and off for i don't know how many years. ... Read more
jealousy monster rises again...
so, here i am, working out
, eating better ... Read more
my mind is playing nasty tricks on me!!!!
wow, i can not believe how my mind works!
i was wallowing in a great big pity party for myself, for... Read more
"what are your road blocks?"
what are your road blocks?
my Sensei asked me this question today. he said it might take a while to find ... Read more
new year... blah, blah, BLAH!
i want to write how sorry i am for not being here.
i want to write all of my excuses. ... Read more
stupid is as stupid does.
yup, a quote from the movie, "Forrest Gump"
well, have i made a mess of things. i haven't been on s... Read more
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one little baby step...
i haven't been very active on comments and blogs lately...
i have been trying to limit time on the co... Read more