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my friend...
Monday, April 10, 2017      2 comments

once i went out and walked around the town. nobody even looked at me, i did see some kids looking at me and laughing, as i pounded an ice cream, i looked in a store window and didn't even recognize myself! i was just wearing my baggy pants, over... Read more
it is a BE-U-TIFUL day!
Monday, April 10, 2017      3 comments

the sun is shining emoticon i hear birds chirping ... Read more
how can i start?
Wednesday, March 01, 2017      4 comments

how can i start?i am siting here at 220.8 pounds, i see my huge stomach, thinking about how hard it is just to get up from the floor, and i am totally Unmotivated. ... Read more
stepping stones and road blocks...
Saturday, December 03, 2016      3 comments

yup, i am back. i thought i might write down some things that motivate and inspire me. a list that i can look to when i don't want to work out, when i want to eat a pizza, or a pint of ice cream. and i also wanted to write down another list of t... Read more
time to get real...
Saturday, April 16, 2016      9 comments

i have never been here before. i think this is the lowest and highest i have ever been. feeling the lowest, weighing the highest. i am 48 years old, and in a few months 49. i weigh more than i even did, when i was pregnant. i weigh 230 pounds. i... Read more
Wednesday, September 24, 2014      4 comments

oh lookie! i took another "break" and now i am back. emoticon . what is wrong with me? how many times am i gonna star... Read more
DVD player not working, too humid to run?????
Wednesday, June 18, 2014      2 comments

well, i was really about at my wits end emoticon . i had planned on working out to a dvd work out, and darn, ... Read more
when i am my ideal weight, and fitness, THEN i will be happy.
Friday, May 30, 2014      4 comments

sound familiar? although i don't consciencly say that, i guess that must be what i am thinking. i refuse to have pictures of me, because "i look and feel so fat!" i don't want to look back at those pictures and see that i actually went out like... Read more
my drinking problem... H20
Thursday, May 01, 2014      3 comments

so, sometimes it is really hard for me to drink water. emoticon i mean, i like it, but sometimes i just forget. ... Read more
thinking about a new FITBIT, any advice???
Wednesday, April 30, 2014      3 comments

so, i am addicted to my FITBIT emoticon ... i love it, but i am wondering if i should get a new one. ... Read more
i do not understand sparkpeople!
Saturday, April 26, 2014      15 comments

so, just yesterday, i came back to sparkpeople. i haven't been on in a few months. i have been on and off for i don't know how many years. ... Read more
jealousy monster rises again...
Thursday, January 16, 2014      9 comments

so, here i am, working out emoticon , eating better ... Read more
my mind is playing nasty tricks on me!!!!
Thursday, January 09, 2014      6 comments

wow, i can not believe how my mind works! emoticon i was wallowing in a great big pity party for myself, for... Read more
"what are your road blocks?"
Monday, January 06, 2014      5 comments

what are your road blocks? emoticon my Sensei asked me this question today. he said it might take a while to find ... Read more
new year... blah, blah, BLAH!
Thursday, January 02, 2014      6 comments

i want to write how sorry i am for not being here. emoticon i want to write all of my excuses. ... Read more

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