Thank you from my Heart.
Friday, April 01, 2011      6 comments

Although we haven't met up close I'd like to say I really appreciate trying to help me with my getting healthy. If I don't show up I'm making sure I said it. If I do come back I will post. Thanks again my Spark Friends. Thanks.... Read more
For the life of me
Thursday, March 24, 2011      10 comments

Long time, don't know what to say, I guess I wasn't really focused on being serious about losing weight. Back to square one and really don't care, it's in me somewhere and I did go down 20 pounds and for the life of me I need to find it again.... Read more
Lost it
Wednesday, February 16, 2011      7 comments

Lost total motivation, 2 weeks, nothing. Sorry folks.... Read more
Monday, January 31, 2011      2 comments

I thought I would feel so rejected when I heard a friend of mine said no to me but it wasn't that bad. I don't know if I'm actually ready for a new relationship, 3 years without anyone is a few good years. Although I do get lonely once in a whil... Read more
Time To Be Alone
Friday, January 14, 2011      4 comments

The new year has been interesting for me, it started out nicely and it's continuing to be nice although I'm yo yo-ing from 2 to 3 pounds up and down, I'm not obsessed over the fact that I gained, I overwork my thoughts with lots and lots of nega... Read more
An Ab Doer-Lets see if it'll do me good
Friday, January 07, 2011      8 comments

I'm getting an ab doer. My coworker says it's a good exercise equipment and the dvd fitness instructor is a great entertainer for the piece. So I'm waiting on it thru the postal services. We've been having wierd weather lately so it may be a whi... Read more
Will Not Obsess Over It
Saturday, January 01, 2011      7 comments

A start of a new year and I will make it the best to work on my health. I've had many thoughts both good and bad, times when I wanted to and probably did give up and times I wish I could of kept going but I will not dwell on what I should of don... Read more
"I'm Sorry"
Monday, December 27, 2010      7 comments

I haven't been much of an encouragement to others, and I would like to take this time to say "I'm sorry". I guess it's been frustrating for me because I did alot of work losing 20 pounds to gain it all back in a matter of 2 months. It's be... Read more
Perfect? I Wish IT
Thursday, December 23, 2010      5 comments

I could choose to be unhappy with my situation or make the best out of what I do have. I'm blessed with what I have for me and my kids, healthy they are and a work towards healthy for myself, and a warm place I can call home, a job to pay my bil... Read more
For or Against my Opinion?
Tuesday, December 21, 2010      7 comments

Nearly forever I've always wanted to know or dreamt about what's it like to be under 200 pounds. I can't imagine it right now, but I will continue to try. I'm not actually going down like I want to. Ok I have to admit I want to get more than hea... Read more
Seeking A Better Program
Saturday, December 11, 2010      9 comments

Well I took a trip to Anchorage, it was a different kind of trip and maybe something I may never go thru in a long time. I found a new, not so new, or renewed friend I haven't seen in 15 years. Interesting individual I may say and someone with s... Read more
Am I Meant To Be How I LOOK????
Friday, November 26, 2010      10 comments

Is it wrong to maybe realize that I probably am meant to be who I look? Did that even make any sense? I've been overweight all my life from age 4 on. I've dealt with this all my living life, how can I go motivated for a little bit and lose it co... Read more
A Better Week
Friday, November 19, 2010      5 comments

This week has been a better week I got in 5 days at the gym and my cousin showed me how to work on my stomach area in the fitness room, wow I feel blessed I finally got to find a way to work on that part of my body. I've been wondering how I ca... Read more
Lifting Up Slowly
Friday, November 12, 2010      7 comments

A quick review of my week- Things feel like it's lifting up slowly. Been to the gym about 3 times this week, was too full 2 times out of the 5 days. I chose not to dwell on the "bad days". To my surprise I seen my first cousin who looks exact... Read more
Happy Birthday MOM!!!! 81 years
Tuesday, November 09, 2010      8 comments

Imagine living 81 years and still striving to work and accomplish everything possible, well today is my mom's birthday. Happy Birthday Mom. She is someone doing her best to do what she can when she can, this little lady is someone that wo... Read more

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