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In-law drama recap
Tuesday, August 02, 2011      3 comments

So last week I told you all about how my bf was going thru crazy drama with his parents and their vehicle situation. I heeded your advice and stayed out of it, choosing to just let Derrell vent to me. Well on Thursday I decided we needed some ... Read more
drama with the in-laws
Thursday, July 28, 2011      9 comments

I am not even married yet and I am being dragged into some drama with my boyfriend's parents. So here's the issue: Derrell's parents live in a pretty nice home in the suburbs and drive a huge, shiny SUV. They basically live the suburban life.... Read more
lost in my own backyard
Monday, July 25, 2011      2 comments

This morning I got up at 5:40 am to go jogging/walking before work so that I could do some retail therapy after. I didn't have to be to work until 9 am so I just knew I could get it in. So I take off walking over past MIracle Hills golf course... Read more
why did my calorie goal spike like that?
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      3 comments

Ok so I have been using the nutritional tracker and fitness tracker for five days now and as most of you know, I had recent weight gain. I reinput my goals and it gave me a calorie goal of 1500-1700 calories. I have done well to stay within my... Read more
ANOTHER 1.8 pounds down??!!
Tuesday, July 19, 2011      4 comments

Perhaps its all emoticonweight. I don't know. But since Saturday morning I have gone from 235.8 lbs to 232.2lbs! ... Read more
Down 1.8 in two days!!!!! And a message to my Sparkies
Monday, July 18, 2011      12 comments

OMG! What a little bit of Spark support, friendship, belief, trust, motivation and kindness can do for a girl who's struggling. You are all amazing! I have been in the deepest of darkest throws as of late and one by one you stepped in an put t... Read more
the scale told me the truth, as did my Spark Family
Saturday, July 16, 2011      6 comments

I poured my heart out to you all yesterday about the struggles I have been having for two and a half months. I got so much feedback and support and a few things stuck with me. MY_TIME_2_SHINE opened her soul and shared her struggles with me. R... Read more
dammit why can't I do this!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, July 15, 2011      8 comments

I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I feel like crying. Why am I back-pedaling? WHy am I gaining weight? Why am I doing this to myself? I am purposely sabotaging myself. I am eating cinnamon rolls, tacos, cookies, sandwiches, Chee... Read more
Pregnancy Scare ***UPDATE***
Monday, July 11, 2011      8 comments

I manned up and took the pregnancy test Saturday morning. I AM NOT PREGO!! Hip, Hip, hooray! Prior to finding out I had a little talk with Derrell to see how he felt about the whole thing. He confirmed that a baby is not on his current wishl... Read more
do I take the pregnancy test??????
Thursday, July 07, 2011      11 comments

I am undecided and I know the obvious answer is, "YES, you dummy! Take the damn test!" Here is why I am apprehensive: -I don't want to scare Derrell and I don't want him to think I planned it. -There is a great possibility that I am NOT an... Read more
a FANTABULOUS birthday! Thank u Sparkies!
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      4 comments

Haaayyy!!! I'm 28!!!! emoticon My birthday began on Saturday when I drove to Norfolk, NE to hangout with my friend ... Read more
Loose skin blues
Thursday, June 30, 2011      6 comments

I really want to be excited about losing weight but it can be difficult when I have all this loose skin chugging along with me. Even yesterday Derrell looks at me and says "babe, you are really loosing weight." I replied, "no I am not. Don't s... Read more
rotten egg farts. . . ugh!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      12 comments

This is so inappropriate but everytime I start eating healthy I start having the worse case of the walking farts! ... Read more
how do you change your suggested calories?
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      3 comments

I have been a part of Spark since October but today was the first time I tracked food on my nutrition tracker. On the tracker it says my caloric intake should be 2190 - 2699 calories. That seems EXTREMELY high. I am trying to stick to 1500-17... Read more
fat fests only end in flab
Monday, June 27, 2011      6 comments

For the past 8 weeks I have been on a fat binge of overindulgence and copulence. I have eaten fried emoticon, sauced... Read more

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