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1/4/13 Day 4 : Greatest Fear
Friday, January 04, 2013      2 comments

When you undertake something as large as I have the fears are by the magnitudes. The end number is so large that I cant think about that number . It is hard to believe that it is possible to loose that much weight and sometimes I tremble at the ... Read more
1/3/13 Day 3: Thinspirtation
Thursday, January 03, 2013      3 comments

This is one of the most difficult of blogs to write for me. I just have never given thought to the end of the journey or what i would like to look like. I want to be sexy again of course but i dont want to get count up a lot of what i will look ... Read more
1/2/13 Day 2 : How tall are you ? Really
Wednesday, January 02, 2013      3 comments

I am 5 feet 9 1/2 inches tall .. I am really lucky to be tall for a woman . My height has always given a certain kind of comfort. Maybe to comfortable at times . I dont slouch because well my dad was a Marine and I can walk across the room with ... Read more
1/1/13 Day 1 : I think the gods are talking
Tuesday, January 01, 2013      1 comments

When a new year starts for me I have to look back over the past year and see what was good and what was bad. If you have had the opportunity to read my recent blogs you will know that things are not all sugar and spice in my life right now. Yea ... Read more
The end of the 2012 .. streak , numbers and thoughts ...
Sunday, December 30, 2012      0 comments

So here we are at the end of 2012, where are we ? Well for me i think I am on a good track if the numbers say anything . Today when i put in my ipod info into I realized that since June I have walked 195 miles . Not shabby considering e... Read more
another off the bucket list !!
Monday, December 17, 2012      6 comments

Saturday evening our friend Barry received 4 tickets to the Saints game against Tampa Bay. I shocked everyone when I said I want to go. I am not crazy about crowds and well they know that my foot is really bad with stairs and walking right now.... Read more
The next step in Me
Monday, December 10, 2012      4 comments

I have been putting this blog off for some time now . For 42 years I have done all that expected of me to the point of sacrificing myself for the benefit of others. I never knew how losing the weight would change me. How my search for better hea... Read more
Sore but good
Monday, December 03, 2012      3 comments

So today is day four and well tonight I am a bit sore .. but not my foot well it is but not from working out. I wake up this morning and it is house cleaning day . That is serious work really. sweeping, scrubbing, mopping and vacuuming. Oh and ... Read more
Ahh yes
Sunday, December 02, 2012      3 comments

Today is day three of 100 days of 60 minutes of fitness. Now I wont tell you that I get up raring to go in the morning but I am trying here to get back to some kind of normal routine. What I really want to do is walk pound the pavement *sigh bu... Read more
A week of doings ... Merry Christmas
Saturday, December 01, 2012      2 comments

Well it is has been a week of up and downs . My last blog tells you of the downs. So lets move past that one. On Monday Dr. T took my crutches and boot. He said to proceed with caution because I am not completely healed yet but I am getting ther... Read more
In a moment ..
Tuesday, November 27, 2012      2 comments

For six years everyday my two sons brought me to every parents nightmare. As self mutilators they taught me what true pain was all about. The pain every parent hates to feel, that your child is so unhappy for some reason you can't make it go awa... Read more
The Trip into the closet Neverland
Friday, November 23, 2012      10 comments

Living in two states can be difficult for sure. The clothes that I have in New Orleans I know will fit . They are made of shorts,capris and jogging pants. All the best stretch clothes a fat bodies person could want. However my very real clothes ... Read more
laughable dreams to reality
Thursday, November 15, 2012      7 comments

Dr. Phil says all the the time " their perception is their reality" . To make a change of a lifetime . You have to change your perception of reality plain and simple. Oh god I use to think I could be some sexy super model. Blonde hair, blue eye... Read more
The 3 P's of change
Monday, November 12, 2012      6 comments

When I started out to change my life, it wasn't going to be a temporary thing I wanted to be healthier, smaller, sexier, and those are just the ones I knew at the time. I won't lie to you and say I knew what I was doing and still don' on some l... Read more
To my best friend
Saturday, November 10, 2012      5 comments

Dear Darlene, I don't think I ever take the time to tell you I appreciate you for the person you are inside and out. Your other friends tell you all the time that you a good person and I am sorry your reply is " I am just me no more no l... Read more

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