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Facing fear !!! week 5 sparkler challenge
Thursday, August 02, 2012      9 comments

As a fat bodied person there are so many things that scare the living daylight out of me. All the years of being that way well you all know that takes your confidence, your self worth, and your self pride. When you are more than a hundred pound... Read more
I saw Me
Wednesday, August 01, 2012      5 comments

The last time I saw You was about 4 years ago. I looked at you at thought well this is it because you were sad, tired, frustrated and resolved to a life of a pain. I stood watching as the tears rolled down the cheeks that were was so full of lif... Read more
The Other Numbers
Monday, July 30, 2012      11 comments

Sometimes when looking for motivation I forget the person that is looking back at me from the mirror. The journey that I started a year ago has been long and if you know me then you also know I am the first one to kick my own tail. I am tough ... Read more
July 29 Sparkpeople Virtual 5k Race Day and so much more !!!
Sunday, July 29, 2012      19 comments

First of all you have to understand me to understand this blog. I am the only daughter of a Marine. I am the middle child with an older and younger brother. I am married to an ex Marine ( if there is such a thing). So to say that I know how to ... Read more
RHH : Why take this Journey ?
Saturday, July 28, 2012      8 comments

Why do I take this Journey? What motivates me to get up and do it again in the morning? What do I want ? Hmm well these are all good questions I will grant you that. Sooooo, lets dive into my mind, heart and soul and see if I can come up with th... Read more
Together anything is possible
Wednesday, July 25, 2012      4 comments

As most have read my blog over the past few days Know that I have been working on coming through one of those ugly times in life. Since medications dont work with me when t... Read more
funny shots of new outfit
Tuesday, July 24, 2012      11 comments

I am like every other big bodied person in the world ... white and bright are not my friends but I bought them any way lol ... Remember I dont like pictures lol ... Read more
Coming through the party ( not a good party either)
Monday, July 23, 2012      5 comments

The not so fun party started on about Wed. The guys came knocking that morning and well it wasnt a fun few days. The guys depression, guilt, anxiety and self pity they drop by from time to time for no reason at all. I know internally when they ... Read more
Dear Nightmare .... it is time
Wednesday, July 18, 2012      13 comments

Dear Nightmare, You and I have this love hate relationship. I remember the day we met I was searching and searching and there you were on the shelf starring at me. The man did his selling point but i didnt listen I wanted just plain white no... Read more
Conversation with Doctor T
Wednesday, July 11, 2012      15 comments

Today I was able to speak with my orthopedic doctor in LA. He is the one that operated on my foot last year and very trust worthy. I will go back to see him in a couple of weeks when I go back over there. Dr. T said is this a doctor that knows ... Read more
Is it worth it ?
Wednesday, July 11, 2012      21 comments

I lay here in my bed wondering is it worth all this. I started this process to get healthy and have less pain. I am so very careful to listen to my body but i think it needs a megaphone to get through the fat because I rarely know if something h... Read more
the proof is with the DMV
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      20 comments

So I am bored tonight and thought I would share my trip to get my new Drivers license . Mine were expired. So off i go to the dreaded DMV because well you know they want to take a picture lol . I get to the window and the lady says she needs my ... Read more
When the mind stops
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      7 comments

This graph says a mouthful to me about my weight loss. A year ago I started the process of changing my life. I had to crawl before I could walk. There at that time no spar... Read more
Here I am, catch up, teams and goals. Rock It week one.
Sunday, July 01, 2012      9 comments

First of all let me say right off the bat that this will be a little wordy for that I am sorry. Monday 6/25 : This was my birthday. It was a great day mainly because... Read more
Letting Nike off the hook
Wednesday, June 20, 2012      4 comments

Well Nike managed to move themselves off my list this morning. I synced my ipod and went to to record my walking information and it still did not update in the new program. Warning I woke up in a bad mood to start with. Which is never a... Read more

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