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funny shots of new outfit
Tuesday, July 24, 2012      11 comments

I am like every other big bodied person in the world ... white and bright are not my friends but I bought them any way lol ... Remember I dont like pictures lol ... Read more
Coming through the party ( not a good party either)
Monday, July 23, 2012      5 comments

The not so fun party started on about Wed. The guys came knocking that morning and well it wasnt a fun few days. The guys depression, guilt, anxiety and self pity they drop by from time to time for no reason at all. I know internally when they ... Read more
Dear Nightmare .... it is time
Wednesday, July 18, 2012      13 comments

Dear Nightmare, You and I have this love hate relationship. I remember the day we met I was searching and searching and there you were on the shelf starring at me. The man did his selling point but i didnt listen I wanted just plain white no... Read more
Conversation with Doctor T
Wednesday, July 11, 2012      15 comments

Today I was able to speak with my orthopedic doctor in LA. He is the one that operated on my foot last year and very trust worthy. I will go back to see him in a couple of weeks when I go back over there. Dr. T said is this a doctor that knows ... Read more
Is it worth it ?
Wednesday, July 11, 2012      21 comments

I lay here in my bed wondering is it worth all this. I started this process to get healthy and have less pain. I am so very careful to listen to my body but i think it needs a megaphone to get through the fat because I rarely know if something h... Read more
the proof is with the DMV
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      20 comments

So I am bored tonight and thought I would share my trip to get my new Drivers license . Mine were expired. So off i go to the dreaded DMV because well you know they want to take a picture lol . I get to the window and the lady says she needs my ... Read more
When the mind stops
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      7 comments

This graph says a mouthful to me about my weight loss. A year ago I started the process of changing my life. I had to crawl before I could walk. There at that time no spar... Read more
Here I am, catch up, teams and goals. Rock It week one.
Sunday, July 01, 2012      9 comments

First of all let me say right off the bat that this will be a little wordy for that I am sorry. Monday 6/25 : This was my birthday. It was a great day mainly because... Read more
Letting Nike off the hook
Wednesday, June 20, 2012      4 comments

Well Nike managed to move themselves off my list this morning. I synced my ipod and went to to record my walking information and it still did not update in the new program. Warning I woke up in a bad mood to start with. Which is never a... Read more
Taking one for Team "Self Discipline"
Tuesday, June 19, 2012      6 comments

So this is how it goes. I love challenges they make my personal process so much easier. It is the working toward a goal. I try to meet all these challenges with in the confines of my personal program. Sometimes there are part of challenges that... Read more
Assignment #3, Pre challenge for Summer 5% challenge
Monday, June 18, 2012      5 comments

Why do I want loose weight? How do I want to look and / or feel? Like every addict will tell you, you have to hit rock bottom, to have no where to go but up. The past decade has been filled with more stress and heartache than one person sh... Read more
The other side of 300
Wednesday, June 13, 2012      19 comments

You wake up one morning and realize that you have lied to yourself. You are not just fat, you are not just obese no you are what they call morbidly obese. Every muscle in your body is tired even though you just woke up. The mere fact that you ha... Read more
Weight loss vision statement
Thursday, June 07, 2012      4 comments

As part of a Challenge for one of my teams the bonus was to write a weight loss vision statement. I try to accomplish all goals put up before me. This one was especially difficult for me so I am putting it here so i can have an easier record for... Read more
have a voice please
Thursday, June 07, 2012      3 comments

Earlier this week there was a "shopping incident". I was offended and humiliated by a staff member at a local sporting goods store while searching for some new workout clothes. What actually occurred is not the important thing. The realization t... Read more
cleaning the attic per say
Saturday, June 02, 2012      1 comments

My brain is racing this morning.. Firing off in every direction. So I am going to use this blog to clean out the attic and see if I can get it stop. There will be several issues here so don't get alarmed I don't bite. Back at the beginning... Read more

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