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It is not suppose to be easy !!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012      6 comments

In the morning I sit having my coffee reading articles or blogs or just writing. As of lately I find myself rolling my eyes more and more. Over the years people (family and friends) have had concerns over my weight for as far back as I can remem... Read more

Offended !!!!

Sunday, April 15, 2012      4 comments

This morning I was doing what has become my normal as of lately reading on Sparkpeople in one of the blogs I found a linc to the following the story http://www.nj.com/news/index.s
sf/2010/03/old_bridge_woma
n_who_wants_to.html. This is a s... Read more

The Truth

Friday, April 13, 2012      3 comments

This week I have been visiting my brother at his house. Last night he asked me " can i ask you something without you being offended ?" I answered sure ... he said you are always looking at recipes or reading articles on food Do you think of food... Read more

The day after

Tuesday, April 10, 2012      0 comments

Yesterday was a rough day for me.. Not sure what happened but emotionally I bottomed out and really didn't want to do anything or see any one. As a person that suffers from heightened stress and depression some days are just like that. I spent f... Read more

the end of a very stressful weekend

Sunday, April 08, 2012      0 comments

Today is the beginning of a new week on Spark people however it is the end of a very stressful and emotional week for me personally. I dont think i did terrible i just know i didnt do great either. For the first time I had to cook for a group in... Read more

dear dad

Thursday, April 05, 2012      0 comments

Dear Dad, Today is ten years sense God decided he needed you more than we did. I swear I think i miss you more today than I did the day you left. I wish i could tell you that i have done a great job in the years that have past by however as you ... Read more

she is right and wrong all at the same time

Tuesday, April 03, 2012      3 comments

Yesterday while i was working outmy four year old grandson says " my mommy says it doesnt how much you work out you will always be fat." I thought about it for a while and he is right I never said i wanted to be 120 pound thin. The thing is that... Read more

Just a note.

Saturday, March 31, 2012      1 comments

It has been a decent week ending with an awful night. On Thursday i had a doctor appointment where i was put on an arthritic and anxiety med. Last night I had a reaction to one or both drugs that took me to the hospital. I was treated and releas... Read more

God's motivation

Tuesday, March 27, 2012      2 comments

I am not what one would call spirtual or religious However I do beleive that God is there. We all live in a truly high pace stressed up roller coaster ride. The pace and stress of life leads us to a place where we forget about the wonders that ... Read more

another change

Sunday, March 25, 2012      1 comments

There are things that people take for granted when they have never dealt with a severe weight issue. they never think about the clothes in the table cloth section called plus size, they never think about how shoes actually look on their feet the... Read more

Today

Saturday, March 24, 2012      1 comments

This morning I didn't want to get up at all ... it wasn't a matter of wanting to sleep it was just didn't want to face the day. But I did. I kept moving till the feeling left me. One more day with the grand children this week. The are great ki... Read more

Better day

Friday, March 23, 2012      1 comments

After giving serious thought to the stress vs. anxiety question, I made a list of what I call stress and what I call anxiety. Some things I have control over and will address them. This morning I got up before everyone else and just took a few ... Read more

Stress or Anxiety : that is the question

Thursday, March 22, 2012      0 comments

When I first joined the " Spark" it was just for the nutritional and fitness tracker. Then I started to blog very little. I joined a lot of teams that didnt make any sense to me so i didnt visit them. Then i started reading around and removed my... Read more

an emotional full plate

Wednesday, February 29, 2012      3 comments

I have been tasked with the job of caring for my grandsons. They are one and four. I know this doesn't sound like a lot however up until three months ago I was not allowed to see them . Now that their parents are divorcing my son needed my help.... Read more

He will never understand

Thursday, January 12, 2012      2 comments

I leave tomorrow going to stay with my 21 year old to take care of kids for two weeks while he works. He is funding this trip to his house and he is on the phone telling me of his grocery shopping. it is the most outrageous amount fat and calor... Read more


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