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Moving again
Tuesday, May 08, 2012      4 comments

After three weeks at 310.2, this morning when I weighed I broke the plateau I am now at 309.6. I know shocked as it may be this is big for me. I didnt give up I didnt fall back into the old ways of sabotaging myself so yea I see it is as a victo... Read more
fear... trying to get over it
Sunday, May 06, 2012      2 comments

In the world sometimes we percieve ourselves worst than others do. I have an intense fear of not meeting expectations along with many other fears lol. I hide a lot of feelings inside and i a m that ultimate strong female. There is nothing that I... Read more
the broken streak ... dont read if you dont want to know
Thursday, May 03, 2012      2 comments

There are twelve hours and 20 minutes left in this day... I really want to crawl under my blanket and not come out till tomorrow. I never thought we would break this streak however after 15 years today is the first anniversary that we have spent... Read more
just a day
Wednesday, May 02, 2012      2 comments

This time last year I was laying litterally on my couch in New Orleans recovering from foot surgery. That was the fifth foot surgery and with each one the fear of complications grew. With this one there was a particular concern for infection and... Read more
Keep the never quit pledge going !!!
Sunday, April 29, 2012      0 comments

I'm joining the "Never Quit Pledge" will you? Taken from: SCOUTMOM715's Recent Blog Entries I have added my name to the bottom of the list. Never Quit Pledge Saturday, April 28, 2012 Today, I promise I will not q... Read more
Friday, April 27, 2012      2 comments

In the quest to lose weight you meet some people who sound like just words and you think that they are rolling their eyes when you are not there well Rae is not one of those people at all. I met Rae here on sparkpeople. She has the most bubbly p... Read more
The Quote
Monday, April 23, 2012      2 comments

Have you ever heard something so profound it made you think how does that apply to me? " There is no price to high for owning one's self" this one line out of movie last night has been lurking in my brain all night. With society, family, and fri... Read more
The hardest step
Friday, April 20, 2012      1 comments

Last fall I was involved in a TOPS group in LA ... While in this group I did what is called the 28 day meal plan. It is TOPS structured diet plan. One of the things that i had to do was keep a very detailed food journal and regular journal so i... Read more
It is not suppose to be easy !!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012      6 comments

In the morning I sit having my coffee reading articles or blogs or just writing. As of lately I find myself rolling my eyes more and more. Over the years people (family and friends) have had concerns over my weight for as far back as I can remem... Read more
Offended !!!!
Sunday, April 15, 2012      4 comments

This morning I was doing what has become my normal as of lately reading on Sparkpeople in one of the blogs I found a linc to the following the story
n_who_wants_to.html. This is a s... Read more
The Truth
Friday, April 13, 2012      3 comments

This week I have been visiting my brother at his house. Last night he asked me " can i ask you something without you being offended ?" I answered sure ... he said you are always looking at recipes or reading articles on food Do you think of food... Read more
The day after
Tuesday, April 10, 2012      0 comments

Yesterday was a rough day for me.. Not sure what happened but emotionally I bottomed out and really didn't want to do anything or see any one. As a person that suffers from heightened stress and depression some days are just like that. I spent f... Read more
the end of a very stressful weekend
Sunday, April 08, 2012      0 comments

Today is the beginning of a new week on Spark people however it is the end of a very stressful and emotional week for me personally. I dont think i did terrible i just know i didnt do great either. For the first time I had to cook for a group in... Read more
dear dad
Thursday, April 05, 2012      0 comments

Dear Dad, Today is ten years sense God decided he needed you more than we did. I swear I think i miss you more today than I did the day you left. I wish i could tell you that i have done a great job in the years that have past by however as you ... Read more
she is right and wrong all at the same time
Tuesday, April 03, 2012      3 comments

Yesterday while i was working outmy four year old grandson says " my mommy says it doesnt how much you work out you will always be fat." I thought about it for a while and he is right I never said i wanted to be 120 pound thin. The thing is that... Read more

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