These past few months.
Sunday, June 21, 2009      1 comments

in april, i started feeling depressed. i figured it was a stress from school thing. now in june, i still feel the same. even worse. there are days that i can barely get myself out of bed. my moods change so quickly. there are times when i think ... Read more
i'm back.
Monday, March 09, 2009      2 comments

for the past 4 weeks...i have been struggling with this spark thing. this eating right and exercising thing. it's mid-semester and i'm getting tired and run down. i started working full time again...on top of school. i'm tired. lucky me. i'... Read more
this week
Sunday, February 22, 2009      0 comments

they way i wanted to eat this week was insane. normally the week before i get my period i want to eat everything insight...had it last week...this week wanted to eat everything. i also got this awesome idea in my head that since i've been workin... Read more
Sunday, February 15, 2009      0 comments

today i've been really frustrated. the most annoying thing about trying to loose weight is that when i feel good and feel like i feel good...i still am chubs. then it makes me feel like i'm not doing anything and that i need to try harder. ... Read more
i think i am getting somewhere
Friday, February 06, 2009      3 comments

3 weeks ago today, i measured and weighed myself. i gained two pounds. i was angry and upset but i didn't want to give up. the following week i weighed myself again but i lost a 1/2 inch on my waist and a 1/2 inch on my butt. i could not BE... Read more
the beginning
Monday, January 12, 2009      2 comments

this weight thing has been on going my entire life. i have never loved my body or felt comfortable in it. half the time i dont feel like i can loose weight because i've never looked that way...but i want to try. i want to somehow stay motiv... Read more