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A Month Later... but At Least I'm Back
Sunday, January 17, 2010      5 comments

My last blog was on December 7th and I was talking about how I had basically fallen off the wagon and was "back on track." Well, I lied. I did not go to the gym that day and I did not go back to my good habits. BUT today I started over again.... Read more
I Need Help
Monday, December 07, 2009      14 comments

I'm not very good at asking for help. I usually just "hide" because I'm ashamed when I mess up and don't want anyone to know. BUT I am on my way to gaining back all the weight I lost AND I've again fallen into my old habits of coping - eating ... Read more
Addressing Things the Right Way
Monday, November 16, 2009      1 comments

I've not been tracking things lately or blogging much. Now, in the past that would be because I wasn't doing well and I was going into my isolation habit. Well, not this time! It's because I've been busy and active and just didn't have much ... Read more
You Know, This Just Might Work!
Thursday, November 05, 2009      6 comments

Feeling very strong and confident. I was thinking today that I am really getting IN THE HABIT of eating right and exercising. So I just might start working on some other things the same way. Setting daily goals! I bite my nails really bad, a... Read more
Wednesday, November 04, 2009      2 comments

I posted this in the Sparkpeople cafe: Are there any single men in the Raleigh NC area? It would be nice to date someone who understands the challenges. And I really do mean that. I date - I flirt - I have a good time! But I really would li... Read more
Blah, Blah, Blah
Tuesday, November 03, 2009      3 comments

I like to blog every day. Haven't written in a couple of days, but not much to write about. Still doing well, although I think I need to do more exercise. Going to the gym today. But I have an exciting weekend planned!... Read more
Moving Forward on Other Goals Now!
Thursday, October 29, 2009      3 comments

Now that I'm getting in the habit of taking care of my body, I'm also moving forward with other goals for my life. I am in the SCA (Society for Creative Anachronism) - we research and recreate the medieval times - and I have always wanted to ge... Read more
Nothing to Look at Here... Move Along!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009      1 comments

And that's the GOOD NEWS. Working the plan just like I should... no blips on the radar. Boring. NOT!!!... Read more
Thinking Myself Fit!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009      3 comments

Today's sparkpeople article is called "Think Yourself Fit" and talks about studies done that show your MIND can talk you out of completion of an activity before your body is actually done. I know this first hand because when I'm on the elliptic... Read more
Only One Week Left in This Month!
Monday, October 26, 2009      4 comments

So I'm committed to making this week COUNT. I want to do SOME form of cardio every day, even if it's not at the gym. Eating is going well right now.... Read more
No Ground Lost - But I Will Remember the Lessons Learned
Thursday, October 22, 2009      5 comments

I was terrified that I had regained all the weight I lost, when I was having my "down and out" phase the last week or so. Well, that's pretty stupid to think I'd regain 27 pounds, but hey - I was working on it. BUT I did get on the scale today... Read more
Crack Cocaine's Got Nothing on a Food Addiction
Wednesday, October 21, 2009      7 comments

Back on track today with nutrition. Proved yesterday that I truly AM a food addict. And I don't' mean to be flip or insensitive to those who struggle with substance abuse. But one of the keys to getting over an addiction is STOPPING the use o... Read more
Back on the Wagon - and Getting Over Myself!
Thursday, October 15, 2009      5 comments

Yesterday was full of fail - TOTALLY depressed, and did NOT do the right things I COULD have done to help. I binged instead - well, kind of. I can't really binge like I used to - but my BINGE INTENTION was in full swing. And that's all I'm sa... Read more
My Mood is Changing with the Weather
Wednesday, October 14, 2009      7 comments

I was REALLY tired the last two days, but of course I had a good reason due to the weekend. Today I still feel that "under the skin" kind of tired I feel when depression tries to set it. It's so hard to explain, but I know that those who deal ... Read more
I'm Still Here!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009      3 comments

Haven't been blogging lately because I've been SO BUSY! Had our big SCA event - the War of the Wings IV - and it was FANTASTIC!! As far as fitness and eating, well I had PLENTY of exercise between packing, setting up camp, tearing down camp, u... Read more

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