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Planning Ahead

Sunday, July 11, 2010      3 comments

Well, I'm still on the "one moment doing good" the next several hours not so good. But I'm still here, so I guess that's a plus. Thanks to all of my "old faithful" encouragers (especially Joy!) who haven't given up on me yet. This week I am o... Read more

Then I'll Win!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010      3 comments

Well... I MADE IT TO THE GYM!! That's the good news. The bad news is that it LIKED TO KILL ME. I made 20 minutes on the elliptical and then died. BUT at least it's not back to the 3 minutes and then dying. So I know I can get it back - and ... Read more

Still Trying to Figure This Thing Out...

Tuesday, July 06, 2010      5 comments

Not going to say much. I'm not sure I'm fully motivated yet, but I am making baby steps again. Trying to make healthy choices in the minute and not plan ahead because then I get discouraged. Exercised over the weekend, brought my lunch today ... Read more

What Are My Stressors?

Thursday, May 20, 2010      3 comments

The last three days have been really bad. I woke up on Tuesday with a raging headache that lasted most of the day and has been in and out ever since. I have also been EXTREMELY depressed and anxious. It is "that time of the month" and I know ... Read more

Sunday Sucked

Monday, May 17, 2010      4 comments

Hope that's not offensive, but no other way to describe it. BUT no worries - that was yesterday and today is today. I packed my gym bag this morning, put together my protein shake and packed my lunch. So I'm starting out today with a will!... Read more

What Does a Reward Look Like?

Sunday, May 16, 2010      6 comments

It's funny, but when I was trying to think of the Blog title for today and I thought SUNDAY, I thought "day of rest" and immediately thought "rest from my diet." Which just goes to show that taking good care of myself is still not defined prope... Read more

Still Here!

Saturday, May 15, 2010      3 comments

I feel good about yesterday. I made much better choices, because I PLANNED to make better choices at the outset of my day. I'm doing the same thing today. Plus, I'm starting my day on Spark people, which really seems to help me get focused. ... Read more

TODAY I will be Good to Myself

Friday, May 14, 2010      6 comments

have had NO MOTIVATION for a long time now. Oh, my MIND is motivate. Every day I wake up and kick myself mentally for losing all the ground I had gained. I had gone for over THREE MONTHS and had actually (I thought) developed the habit of taking... Read more

Letter to My Son Today

Sunday, January 24, 2010      4 comments

I have talked about my (almost) 20 year old son on here some. He is the son that is almost just like me in temperament and physical stuff, the sensitive and artistic one - the overweight one, too. I hate that he had to inherit the bad with the... Read more

Grateful for Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

Monday, January 18, 2010      2 comments

Today is a holiday set aside to honor Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Last year I decided that I would honor him by going up to as many people of color as I could and asking them for a hug and tell them that I love them! It was fun and most people... Read more

A Month Later... but At Least I'm Back

Sunday, January 17, 2010      5 comments

My last blog was on December 7th and I was talking about how I had basically fallen off the wagon and was "back on track." Well, I lied. I did not go to the gym that day and I did not go back to my good habits. BUT today I started over again.... Read more

I Need Help

Monday, December 07, 2009      14 comments

I'm not very good at asking for help. I usually just "hide" because I'm ashamed when I mess up and don't want anyone to know. BUT I am on my way to gaining back all the weight I lost AND I've again fallen into my old habits of coping - eating ... Read more

Addressing Things the Right Way

Monday, November 16, 2009      1 comments

I've not been tracking things lately or blogging much. Now, in the past that would be because I wasn't doing well and I was going into my isolation habit. Well, not this time! It's because I've been busy and active and just didn't have much ... Read more

You Know, This Just Might Work!

Thursday, November 05, 2009      6 comments

Feeling very strong and confident. I was thinking today that I am really getting IN THE HABIT of eating right and exercising. So I just might start working on some other things the same way. Setting daily goals! I bite my nails really bad, a... Read more


Wednesday, November 04, 2009      2 comments

I posted this in the Sparkpeople cafe: Are there any single men in the Raleigh NC area? It would be nice to date someone who understands the challenges. And I really do mean that. I date - I flirt - I have a good time! But I really would li... Read more

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