i will NOT give up, i've come too far for that..
afraid i've done it again, climbed on that damned old pity-pot and gotten myself in a state of despair & self-loathing....got myself, with GOD's grace, and support from spark people from 425lbs to under 200...then, once again, a wrench gets thro... Read more
isn't it ironic
my beloved mother-in-law, antoinette parisi/fantazzo passed away on august 15th,.., she was 100 yrs of age...this is also the date that my only nephew, michael, would have turned 35..(michael was killed in a case of mistaken identity in january... Read more
another year older, & hopefully, wiser.
ok, so yesterday i turned 62..not 39 like i tell everyone(who am i trying to kid?)..my day started out fine..i knew it was going to rain, no problem, my astrological sign is water..i moved my 2 planters out from under the eaves so mother nature ... Read more
I GOT OUT!!
saturday was an unexpected gift from GOD..because of my limited mobility i don't get out too often..usually, just to medical appointments..not exactly my idea of fun, having my blood drawn or hooked up to a machine to make sure the pace-maker is... Read more
man, i'm a real dummy!
i went to a support session with my daughter at the clinic where she had her gastric bypass 2 years ago..i spoke up about how truly hard it is to get rid of these lasr 50 (approx) pounds and how my measurements keep "shifting"..i was told that i... Read more
into my 8th year of sobriety!
wow, time sure flies when you're sober..i'm guessing it's because i'm not getting drunk and passing out every day any longer..one thing is for sure, i'm feeling so much better these days..
has it really been 7 years?..it hasn't been especiall... Read more
adjusting to loss, 1 week later.
it's been 1 long week since my little mytzvie went to the rainbow bridge..my friends and family have all been very supportive and loving, both to me & to zoeyzilla..so far, i've found myself getting up in the middle of the night to put down fres... Read more
mytzvah's at peace.
my estranged husband just left to take mytzvie to the vet for a "passport" to the rainbow bridge...it's been coming for a long time now, it was more than 2 years ago that she was diognosed with inoperable tumors in her thyroid..GOD has been very... Read more
went for blood monoriting for the second time today...same tech as last week...she has a light, gentle touch and i didn't bruise too badly....tourniquet on, make fist, hypo goes in...ohoh,,,blood all over the place, down my arm, all over her and... Read more
trying to rise above this crappy health crisis.
went to my gyn in feb. he takes my bp, listens to my heart and asks me how long i've had an irregular heart beat. i laugh out loud. " what irr heart beat? ", says i. ok. the following week, i go to my pcp for the first time ( i needed a new pc... Read more