Locks of Love
March 5th, 2011. I started this day with a big agenda. It started at the car dealership where I paid off the car, I own it! But that's not why I'm writing.
I have always wanted to give back in memory of Stephanie. I hid behind the pain, ... Read more
2011 Spring | Metropolitan Community College
Class Grades - 2011 Spring
Class ... Read more
an open book
I, in the ongoing effort to be honest with myself, realize i need to get stuff out of my head, blogging is the answer. I have stopped for numerous reason/excuses. The main one is fear, fear of rejection, fear of being 'seen' weaknesses included.... Read more
20 years of fear washed away!
WOW, talk about an emotional release! Twenty years of self-defeating messages, GONE! No more you're not smart enough, you can't sit through a three hour class or my biggie; you're not worthy of bettering yourself. Gone I tell you, no more, poof!... Read more
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Learn to detach...Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent... But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate fully. That's how you are able to leave it... Take... Read more
Houston, we have liftoff...
I sit here, in my boxers( I had a screenname once, blogsinboxers) god I love the internet, social interaction without having to get dressed!
I haven't been much of a sparker of late, my journey is not one of weight loss. Mine is a journey... Read more
Pot of coffee...
... made after five p.m. led to a goal setting session, without further adieu...
Uncharted territory is what this is, goals are not something I've set before. So, I've given it some thought on what should be my first set of goals. I wanted... Read more
I've been 'blocked' up for a little over a week, all these thoughts, feelings and a developing relationship have me a bit out of sorts. I want to find healthy avenues to express myself through and learn from. I don't have all the answers. I don'... Read more
No Mommy, don't leave.
I was going to blog lighthearted and review the weekend that was, seems my progress had other plans...
Until it Sleeps-Metallica
"Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side
So tear me open... Read more
It's been almost a week since I've blogged. Some of this is due to the chest/sinus grossness I've been battling. Some of this is the by- product of last weeks emotional outpouring. I guess when you open the relief valve, maybe you should start w... Read more
I work in the Heating, Air Conditioning and Refrigeration business, as the summer winds down they are lulls in the business flow. I find myself in one of those periods. I don't mind to terribly much, gives me time to myself. They say that idle h... Read more
It's football season!!!
I'm a guy, I like football. About ten years ago I discovered Fantasy Football, it was great for building my self esteem. I'd watched the game for decades, the knowledge gave me success out of the gate. I'm not exactly athletic so watching sports... Read more
Two roads, one way.
Over the last thirty years I've been in therapy 4 times. Once as a teenager, my stepfather couldn't deal with me so off I went. When my marriage ended. While my daughter was ill. The last time was in '03, when my three year relationship ended an... Read more
How do you learn to trust? Is it something you learn in childhood? Something that happens from the environment you're in? Does it come naturally? I don't know, I've not trusted anyone in a very long time. I try, but the prospect of loss seems to... Read more
Connections and convictions.
How we connect with others in our life is dependent on where we are in our life. Some connections are so intense that we get lost in them. We forget that we have purpose. Purpose that serves us best, looks out for our best interests. Some connec... Read more