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Locks of Love

Sunday, March 06, 2011      9 comments

March 5th, 2011. I started this day with a big agenda. It started at the car dealership where I paid off the car, I own it! But that's not why I'm writing. I have always wanted to give back in memory of Stephanie. I hid behind the pain, ... Read more

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Wednesday, February 23, 2011      4 comments

2011 Spring | Metropolitan Community College Class Grades - 2011 Spring ----------------------------
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an open book

Monday, January 24, 2011      3 comments

I, in the ongoing effort to be honest with myself, realize i need to get stuff out of my head, blogging is the answer. I have stopped for numerous reason/excuses. The main one is fear, fear of rejection, fear of being 'seen' weaknesses included.... Read more

20 years of fear washed away!

Thursday, December 16, 2010      9 comments

WOW, talk about an emotional release! Twenty years of self-defeating messages, GONE! No more you're not smart enough, you can't sit through a three hour class or my biggie; you're not worthy of bettering yourself. Gone I tell you, no more, poof!... Read more

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Friday, November 19, 2010      3 comments

" Learn to detach...Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent... But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate fully. That's how you are able to leave it... Take... Read more

Houston, we have liftoff...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010      5 comments

I sit here, in my boxers( I had a screenname once, blogsinboxers) god I love the internet, social interaction without having to get dressed! I haven't been much of a sparker of late, my journey is not one of weight loss. Mine is a journey... Read more

Pot of coffee...

Wednesday, October 06, 2010      4 comments

... made after five p.m. led to a goal setting session, without further adieu... Uncharted territory is what this is, goals are not something I've set before. So, I've given it some thought on what should be my first set of goals. I wanted... Read more

Writers block

Monday, September 20, 2010      3 comments

I've been 'blocked' up for a little over a week, all these thoughts, feelings and a developing relationship have me a bit out of sorts. I want to find healthy avenues to express myself through and learn from. I don't have all the answers. I don'... Read more

No Mommy, don't leave.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010      2 comments

I was going to blog lighthearted and review the weekend that was, seems my progress had other plans... Until it Sleeps-Metallica "Where do I take this pain of mine I run, but it stays right my side So tear me open... Read more

Acceptance

Wednesday, September 01, 2010      2 comments

It's been almost a week since I've blogged. Some of this is due to the chest/sinus grossness I've been battling. Some of this is the by- product of last weeks emotional outpouring. I guess when you open the relief valve, maybe you should start w... Read more

15 Minutes

Thursday, August 26, 2010      2 comments

I work in the Heating, Air Conditioning and Refrigeration business, as the summer winds down they are lulls in the business flow. I find myself in one of those periods. I don't mind to terribly much, gives me time to myself. They say that idle h... Read more

It's football season!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010      2 comments

I'm a guy, I like football. About ten years ago I discovered Fantasy Football, it was great for building my self esteem. I'd watched the game for decades, the knowledge gave me success out of the gate. I'm not exactly athletic so watching sports... Read more

Two roads, one way.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010      4 comments

Over the last thirty years I've been in therapy 4 times. Once as a teenager, my stepfather couldn't deal with me so off I went. When my marriage ended. While my daughter was ill. The last time was in '03, when my three year relationship ended an... Read more

Trust

Monday, August 23, 2010      2 comments

How do you learn to trust? Is it something you learn in childhood? Something that happens from the environment you're in? Does it come naturally? I don't know, I've not trusted anyone in a very long time. I try, but the prospect of loss seems to... Read more

Connections and convictions.

Sunday, August 22, 2010      2 comments

How we connect with others in our life is dependent on where we are in our life. Some connections are so intense that we get lost in them. We forget that we have purpose. Purpose that serves us best, looks out for our best interests. Some connec... Read more


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