A Heavy Heart!
I have been trying so hard to get motivated this week but I can't. My daughters grandmother passed away on Easter and I feel like I didn't do enough to take my daughter around to see her. My schedule is very busy , but that is no excuse. This h... Read more
Although I fell, I tried and I will do better tomorrow!
I was doing really well until I had to put the cloths in the dryer. I heard the chips calling my name! I gave in and I ate some, but I am pround for not grabbing the soda to go along with it. My blood sugar was 159 earlier which was high, but it... Read more
Am I ready to be loved?
I have been wondering this for the last couple of months. I have a mann who wants to love me for a life time and then some and for some reason I feel like I am pushing him away. What am I afraid of? Why am I afraid of love? I can remember the ... Read more
Back to class!!
After having a long winter break I am back to class. Instead of having 16 week classes, I have a 12 week and an 8 week class. This shall be interesting. I know I am going to love my Nutrition class, but I am not feeling this English class. It is... Read more
Why am I still awake!!!
I hate when I can't sleep! I am laying here tossing and turning wishing I was asleep! Everytime I am up late I want to snack. Good thing there is nothing to snack on! I guess I will just go through my DVR. I wish I could go for a walk. I k... Read more
THANK YOU OPRAH!!!!
Wow, is the only word I can use to describe Oprah's show yesterday. As some of you may know I was newly diagnosed with diabetes. Her show was about "Diabetes, the silent killer". When given this diagnoses, I was told I should be afraid of sugar,... Read more
A better day!!!
I woke up this morning feeling better!!!! Yesterday was sooo bad and draining!! I woke up with a BS of 306. I was soo tired I ate breakfast took my meds and layed back down. WHen I got up to get ready for work I checked my levels again and and ... Read more
After reading this morning's blog it made me really think. A lot of times I don't show myself tough love. A lot times I often tell myself, oh well I messed up for the day, I will have that candy bar. I will have to stop and have those talks in m... Read more
WOW!! I didn't realize it!!!
OK, I now know why we pack our lunches!!!I decided to stop on the way to work to get something to eat because I was too lazy to pack my lunch. WHen I went to put my food into the tracked I Wanted to slap myself!!! I knew the shake was going to b... Read more
Ummm, ok I can not tell a lie!!
Now I know I wasn't hungry(well a little , but not really) so when I went to my favorite fast food restuarant , Taco Bell, I knew it was a huuuuge mistake. I used the excuse "maybe my daughter was hungry so we can run there really quick." I thin... Read more
Ever feel like dancing???
Well I did today and I did just that!!! I turned on my music and just danced all around. My daughter thought I had lost my mind. Well she should know by now I am not playing with a full deck!! I even broke a sweat. Today is just one of my days I... Read more
How they could make going to the Drs fun!!!!!
I think they should make going to the drs (especially our lovely female exams) like going to a amusement park. They should should give you prizes for being on time, and when you loose weight should be able to pick a cool sticker, and the ultima... Read more
I love him!!!!
Wow, God sent me a wonderful man!!!! I am not one who asks for much, so when I seen my Christmas presents I was so excited. He told me he got me the boots and coat because I needed them, and the diamond tennis bracelet was because I said I never... Read more
Ummmm, ok, really!!!!
Ok, I was told about the side effects before starting this new medicine, but I didn't think it would be this bad!!!! Couldn't they make tissue out of something even softer????? I know by the time I go back to the drs I will have lost weight beca... Read more
Was I really surprised???
Nope not at all!! I seen it coming and I should have done something a long time ago, but hey the past is in the past. This is a new beginning for me!!!!
I have type 2 diabetes and she put me on metaform(sorry about the spelling, I haven'... Read more