A Good Day All Around
I could not believe my eyes this morning when I hopped on the scale and saw the number 230. I have to pinch myself figuratively and literally because I can not believe that I have lost a total of 68 pound so far. I know I still have a loong lo... Read more
Standstill broken! TOM is over, Chinese food digested, hop on scale = 5 more pounds that I am done with which brings my total up to (trumpets blaring) 60 lbs. gone exactly! Yippee! And that was with only going to the gym once this week, absol... Read more
Standstill (date of entry 9/29/08)
So, I've been at a stagnant standstill since my last entry. Don't have a true reading on my weight as of this moment because of bad monthly timing, plus the partaking of Chinese food this past weekend has left me feeling twice as water logged t... Read more
Sometimes it;s better to do things on your own
Okay, so I'm 5 pounds more done, so that makes a total of 55 gone forever. Wanted to go the gym so badly yesterday, but my sisters wanted to go to, and even though I was dressed and rarin' to go, one thing led to another and we ended up not goi... Read more
My normal reaction to hearing that a guy I like was involved with someone else would have been to immediately hit the nearest fast food drive-thru, order everything on the dollar menu and go home to a real oink fest. I was going to go the gym b... Read more
Thank You Right Fit Jeans!
It's funny how even though I have lost more weight than I ever had in my life and how it is really not even that much of a struggle for me because I have incentive, I can't shake the "fat girl" mentality. My mind has yet to catch up with my phy... Read more
Well! It has been exactly 4 months since my last entry & it is great to be back! My computer is experiencing technical problems, a coupe o letters on my keyboar have apparently konke out (gee, can you guess which ones?!?), but I am going to mu... Read more
I need a kick in the butt...any volunteers?
I don't see any great big lumps on my head from when I fell off of the wagon hard these last couple of weeks, so the bruises and bumps must be internal damage only. I suppose you could call embarrassment and shame damage.
And boy do I feel as... Read more
Epiphany at last!
So, last night I did something that I would never have done a few months ago and that I can't help but be a little proud of. I was driving around aimlessly, listening to sad songs on the radio and feeling sorry for myself (this time with an exc... Read more
Oooohhhh, child, things are gonna get easier......
Okay, so my previous entry sounded like a pity party where I was the only guest and that is so not my usual way of thinking! I was having an extraordinarily bad day, and let it get to me, but every day is a fresh start, right?
Today is all ab... Read more
Bad, Bad day.....
Today is one of those days where I just want to crawl under the covers and hide! And that would be after I ate a gallon and a half of cookie dough ice cream of course. But no, life goes on and so to shall I. I have a Girl Scout thingy in a co... Read more
The reason behind my eating....Part I
I got married at 20 years old and had a baby before I turned 22. My entire marriage was a struggle, and I turned to food for comfort. My husband and I never saw each other because of working schedules, we had to claim bankruptcy and lost our... Read more
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
On January 7 I started my "lifestyle" change. Well, I totally blew it this past weekend! But for the first time ever I picked myself up out of the guilts and started fresh again today. My usual response would have been "Oh well...screwed up... Read more