Day 110
Wednesday, February 18, 2009      1 comments

So far to date I've lost over 30 lbs. or .27 lbs. a day. I know it seems like a lot when you put it into losing about 1/4 a lb. a day but I so hoped to be further along by now. It doesn't help that I've been eating all wrong lately but hey stres... Read more
I need hope. I'm losing grip.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008      7 comments

I know everyone has there own obstacles in life but I'm getting so peeved. My Ex. gave me $50 for a bed for my son like that's going to buy him one. Found out today that he took our engagement ring he promised to give me since I wanted... Read more
TEMPTATION! I said no!
Saturday, December 20, 2008      3 comments

My parents came home from Walmart today with two bags of doritos, 3 jars of cheese and 2 jars of salsa. My parents each eat about half a bag of doritos in a sitting and they each have a soup bowl of half cheese and half salsa filled. (remember ... Read more
Self pain.
Monday, December 15, 2008      3 comments

When is was sixteen I started mutilating myself by slitting my arms. Not to kill myself but because when I was depressed (I'm bi-polar) or upset it made me feel better it took the pain off the situation that I was going threw. I haven't done any... Read more
Wow you look a lot thinner**
Saturday, December 13, 2008      2 comments

Before I hit puberty I was a skinny mini. But once puberty hit I was one of those people that only had to smell food to gain weight. My dad knows this is a big problem that I have been dealing with for about 14 years now. He knows it's a touchy ... Read more
I think I'm going crazy. :(
Friday, December 12, 2008      3 comments

I need to vent a little. Last night me and my ex got into a huge arguement. If you read my last blog it'll help you understand a little more about me and him. We where fighting because he has been complaining for weeks that he has no money to he... Read more
Time to take my life back.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008      3 comments

I just got out of a six and a half year relationship from a man who was physically and emotionally abusive. He told me he was cheating on me for five months and broke up with me on Thanksgiving day '08. I was on vacation in CT visiting family... Read more