MMACHICK2010's Blogs

Denial... more than a Big River
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      2 comments

I have lost a lot of weight (Yay me) and I have struggled for a LONGGGG time for the remaining 30-50 pounds I "should" loose... and I haven't be able to figure out why. I think the why has been answered. It came to me... in the shower. I l... Read more
Medication Daily... NOW??
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      5 comments

My birthday week.... and I just go put on blood pressure medication. NOW. After losing 70+ pounds... now I have high blood pressure? My doctor tells me, "you will probably go off these once you loose some weight." (I refrained from smacking her.... Read more
Sunburn is payment for the Sassy 'tude
Monday, June 27, 2011      6 comments

It is my own fault! I am cheap and therefore thought that that the sunscreen is "still good" and I busted out the spaghetti strapped tank to celebrate the healthy lifestyle lately... and burned the ever lovin sh** on my arms, shoulders, cleavage... Read more
Monday, April 18, 2011      4 comments

Just reading the Nutrition Girl Blog for daily motivation and information, and it was linked from Spark... And while reading a hover ad covered the entire page with an advertisement for Oreos. File this one under: Things that make you go W... Read more
Inner Fat Girl and her alter-ego Inner Skinny Girl do Battle
Monday, April 11, 2011      2 comments

When I am feeling down... the Inner Fat Girl Wins. I forget about the 70 pounds I have lost and feel like I take up a lot of real estate on the couch.... but that Inner Skinny Girl is a pain in the a$$ too.... she thinks she looks fine so why do... Read more
No jury would convict me
Wednesday, April 06, 2011      4 comments

I am upset. No… I am frustrated… yes… but not strong enough. I AM PISSED. There we go… PISSSSED OFF I am a mother, a wife, a sister, a friend, a family member, a manager, an employee, and a co-worker. I put myself out there. Often. I suppor... Read more
An Affair...Cheating on myself
Monday, March 28, 2011      6 comments

I am having an affair. I promised to not do it. But I did this weekend. He keeps me awake at night and keeps me company when everyone else sleeps. His ways are smooth and sultry. They leave me happy and giggly. The way he feels on my to... Read more
Chop Chop??
Friday, March 25, 2011      1 comments

I am a girl. I have self esteem issues, inherent in my gender, plus a few extra for good measure. I read an article earlier today about a woman in Brazil that is having wires implanted in her eyes for Carnival to make her appear more Asian... Read more
Never TapOut
Monday, March 21, 2011      2 comments

I did something I have not done in years. And by years, I mean over 25 years. I stood naked in front of a mirror. I forced myself to stand there. Turning to see all angles. Looking at the scars I have earned from having my children (the little *... Read more
First step-- Motivation
Tuesday, June 29, 2010      2 comments

"Life is exhilarating and you have to plunge into it and dive through it with compassion and an open heart. I encourage you to strive to reach out to everyone you meet with a warm heart and respect. Begin your day with thankfulness for our beaut... Read more