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MISSB8604's Blogs

Why Am I Never Satisfied?
Monday, October 29, 2012      7 comments

I’ve always been an overachiever, even as a young kid. I wanted to be the best and be recognized for working the hardest. Dad didn’t help in that I never felt I was good enough because he never seemed to be happy with what I was doing. There was... Read more
Maintenance is Coming!
Friday, October 26, 2012      13 comments

SparkFriends, I’m anxious. Okay, I’m always anxious, but I’m anxious about something specific. Maintenance. I’m honestly a bit afraid of it because I’ve never got to a point where I didn’t actively try to lose weight. Maintenance seems to be a c... Read more
1lb Lost - 83lbs Gone!
Thursday, October 25, 2012      9 comments

2lbs left to go! I am so close to my goal I can taste it! Trying to stay focused on my new lifestyle and exercise program has been one of the hardest things I've done in a good while. Despite everything going on in my life, I still have kept vig... Read more
Today Is The Day That I've Been Waiting For
Tuesday, October 23, 2012      14 comments

Today is the day where I will sit with my psychiatrist and discuss medication options in order to treat my Depression. I can't say I'm entirely relaxed about it as medication has never been an option for me until recently, but I am hopeful. Alth... Read more
Lots Going On: Feeling More Positive
Monday, October 22, 2012      7 comments

The weekend went very well and I had a wonderful time. It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to say that. Tomorrow is my doctor’s appointment and I can’t tell you how much I look forward to it. I don’t like the fact that I’ll be missing so ... Read more
1lb Lost - 82lbs Gone!
Sunday, October 21, 2012      10 comments

Proof: I went on a 6 mile hike through the hills of my native CA with a dear friend of mine yesterday morning and it was wonderful! Not only do my thighs hurt, but my bu... Read more
I May Not Feel Like Much...
Friday, October 19, 2012      16 comments

...but I sure look it! emoticon ... Read more
I Need Peace
Thursday, October 18, 2012      12 comments

I need peace so bad SparkFriends. I’m absolutely filled to the brim with so many emotions/situations/problems and could really use a moment of peace. I don’t know where to get it and I don’t know what to do in order to get it. I’m at my wits ... Read more
Turkey Burger Meltdown
Tuesday, October 16, 2012      13 comments

Yep, you read that right. I, MissB8604, had a full on meltdown in the kitchen last night holding my poor little turkey burger (no bun of course). Okay, it wasn’t a full on fainting spell, but it still took me by surprise and as the tears streame... Read more
My 9 Day Plan To Survive My Depression
Monday, October 15, 2012      14 comments

I won't deny it, it's getting rough SparkFriends. I need help and I'm going to get it. However, with my doctor's appointment being 9 days away, I've got to make do until I get there. My Depression symptoms almost kept me from attending a f... Read more
2lbs Gone – 81lbs Lost!
Friday, October 12, 2012      27 comments

Proof: 285: 204: ... Read more
The Best Group Ever?
Thursday, October 11, 2012      7 comments

emoticon I couldn’t believe how nervous I was about this meeting. Don’t ask me why, I just was. In fact, I was nervo... Read more
Embarking On The World Of Grief Recovery
Wednesday, October 10, 2012      13 comments

Tonight I will be embarking on the world of grief recovery. Even after losing so many people, I never considered getting help with my grief. It wasn’t that I was against it, but before I had a chance to even think about possibly joining a grief ... Read more
I Made It To Today
Tuesday, October 09, 2012      7 comments

I made it to today. Although I didn’t have a horrendous weekend, my Depression, my empty gas tank and the lack of funds in my bank account certainly did control what I did. When I woke up on Saturday, I was hit with such sadness that it scared m... Read more
I Am What I Am
Sunday, October 07, 2012      11 comments

I am what I am I am my own special creation. So come take a look, Give me the hook or the ovation. It's my world that I want to take a little pride in, My world, and it's not a place I have to hide in. Life's not worth a damn, 'Til... Read more

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