I Need Peace
I need peace so bad SparkFriends. I’m absolutely filled to the brim with so many emotions/situations/problems and could really use a moment of peace. I don’t know where to get it and I don’t know what to do in order to get it.
I’m at my wits ... Read more
Turkey Burger Meltdown
Yep, you read that right. I, MissB8604, had a full on meltdown in the kitchen last night holding my poor little turkey burger (no bun of course). Okay, it wasn’t a full on fainting spell, but it still took me by surprise and as the tears streame... Read more
My 9 Day Plan To Survive My Depression
I won't deny it, it's getting rough SparkFriends. I need help and I'm going to get it. However, with my doctor's appointment being 9 days away, I've got to make do until I get there.
My Depression symptoms almost kept me from attending a f... Read more
The Best Group Ever?
I couldn’t believe how nervous I was about this meeting. Don’t ask me why, I just was. In fact, I was nervo... Read more
Embarking On The World Of Grief Recovery
Tonight I will be embarking on the world of grief recovery. Even after losing so many people, I never considered getting help with my grief. It wasn’t that I was against it, but before I had a chance to even think about possibly joining a grief ... Read more
I Made It To Today
I made it to today. Although I didn’t have a horrendous weekend, my Depression, my empty gas tank and the lack of funds in my bank account certainly did control what I did. When I woke up on Saturday, I was hit with such sadness that it scared m... Read more
I Am What I Am
I am what I am
I am my own special creation.
So come take a look,
Give me the hook or the ovation.
It's my world that I want to take a little pride in,
My world, and it's not a place I have to hide in.
Life's not worth a damn,
'Til... Read more
Testing A Person's Will
I will not be broken.
I'm going to come out of this with my head held high and a hair flower in my hair.
... Read more
This Thing Called Life...
Without going into great detail, I had to end a friendship with someone I truly liked and thought very highly of. We had a lot of fun together and she was always a great source of advice. Our ending was mostly on my side, but I... Read more
And Thrive I Will
I have to tell you, this was probably the most productive doctor’s appointment I have ever attended. I felt like I was listened to and everything I said was definitely validated. It was absolutely wonderful and a God send.
Want to know the... Read more
It Can Only Mean One Thing
For the past few weeks, I have battled the thought that perhaps I was experiencing a relapse in my Depression and thought that it was all because of the stressful events that have occurred in the past 4 months. I fought it; I fought HARD and if ... Read more
Before I started my journey, if I had a craving for a particular food, I’d go for it and wouldn’t care how m... Read more
2lbs Gone - 79lbs Lost!
I have completely revamped my eating program (more veggies/fruits) and continue to walk 2 miles or do the fitness bike to be easier on my knees. It's working! My knees appreciate the break and once I give them a proper rest, I'll be back to runn... Read more
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Have Courage, Beloved, Have Courage
I don’t think I’m the only person who can’t grapple with the fact that no matter what you do, you cannot control the actions of others. Maybe I am, I don’t know. Try as you might, you simply cannot. Actually, let me have a conversation with myse... Read more