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I Need Peace

Thursday, October 18, 2012      12 comments

I need peace so bad SparkFriends. Iím absolutely filled to the brim with so many emotions/situations/problems and could really use a moment of peace. I donít know where to get it and I donít know what to do in order to get it. Iím at my wits ... Read more

Turkey Burger Meltdown

Tuesday, October 16, 2012      13 comments

Yep, you read that right. I, MissB8604, had a full on meltdown in the kitchen last night holding my poor little turkey burger (no bun of course). Okay, it wasnít a full on fainting spell, but it still took me by surprise and as the tears streame... Read more

My 9 Day Plan To Survive My Depression

Monday, October 15, 2012      14 comments

I won't deny it, it's getting rough SparkFriends. I need help and I'm going to get it. However, with my doctor's appointment being 9 days away, I've got to make do until I get there. My Depression symptoms almost kept me from attending a f... Read more

2lbs Gone Ė 81lbs Lost!

Friday, October 12, 2012      27 comments

Proof: 285: 204: Read more

The Best Group Ever?

Thursday, October 11, 2012      7 comments

emoticon I couldnít believe how nervous I was about this meeting. Donít ask me why, I just was. In fact, I was nervo... Read more

Embarking On The World Of Grief Recovery

Wednesday, October 10, 2012      13 comments

Tonight I will be embarking on the world of grief recovery. Even after losing so many people, I never considered getting help with my grief. It wasnít that I was against it, but before I had a chance to even think about possibly joining a grief ... Read more

I Made It To Today

Tuesday, October 09, 2012      7 comments

I made it to today. Although I didnít have a horrendous weekend, my Depression, my empty gas tank and the lack of funds in my bank account certainly did control what I did. When I woke up on Saturday, I was hit with such sadness that it scared m... Read more

I Am What I Am

Sunday, October 07, 2012      11 comments

I am what I am I am my own special creation. So come take a look, Give me the hook or the ovation. It's my world that I want to take a little pride in, My world, and it's not a place I have to hide in. Life's not worth a damn, 'Til... Read more

Testing A Person's Will

Saturday, October 06, 2012      12 comments

I will not be broken. I'm going to come out of this with my head held high and a hair flower in my hair. Read more

This Thing Called Life...

Friday, October 05, 2012      10 comments

Negative Event: Without going into great detail, I had to end a friendship with someone I truly liked and thought very highly of. We had a lot of fun together and she was always a great source of advice. Our ending was mostly on my side, but I... Read more

And Thrive I Will

Thursday, October 04, 2012      9 comments

I have to tell you, this was probably the most productive doctorís appointment I have ever attended. I felt like I was listened to and everything I said was definitely validated. It was absolutely wonderful and a God send. Want to know the... Read more

It Can Only Mean One Thing

Wednesday, October 03, 2012      20 comments

For the past few weeks, I have battled the thought that perhaps I was experiencing a relapse in my Depression and thought that it was all because of the stressful events that have occurred in the past 4 months. I fought it; I fought HARD and if ... Read more

Guacamole Musings

Monday, October 01, 2012      8 comments

emoticonBefore I started my journey, if I had a craving for a particular food, Iíd go for it and wouldnít care how m... Read more

2lbs Gone - 79lbs Lost!

Saturday, September 29, 2012      14 comments

I have completely revamped my eating program (more veggies/fruits) and continue to walk 2 miles or do the fitness bike to be easier on my knees. It's working! My knees appreciate the break and once I give them a proper rest, I'll be back to runn... Read more

Have Courage, Beloved, Have Courage

Thursday, September 27, 2012      9 comments

I donít think Iím the only person who canít grapple with the fact that no matter what you do, you cannot control the actions of others. Maybe I am, I donít know. Try as you might, you simply cannot. Actually, let me have a conversation with myse... Read more

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