Testing A Person's Will
I will not be broken.
I'm going to come out of this with my head held high and a hair flower in my hair.
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This Thing Called Life...
Without going into great detail, I had to end a friendship with someone I truly liked and thought very highly of. We had a lot of fun together and she was always a great source of advice. Our ending was mostly on my side, but I... Read more
And Thrive I Will
I have to tell you, this was probably the most productive doctor’s appointment I have ever attended. I felt like I was listened to and everything I said was definitely validated. It was absolutely wonderful and a God send.
Want to know the... Read more
It Can Only Mean One Thing
For the past few weeks, I have battled the thought that perhaps I was experiencing a relapse in my Depression and thought that it was all because of the stressful events that have occurred in the past 4 months. I fought it; I fought HARD and if ... Read more
Before I started my journey, if I had a craving for a particular food, I’d go for it and wouldn’t care how m... Read more
2lbs Gone - 79lbs Lost!
I have completely revamped my eating program (more veggies/fruits) and continue to walk 2 miles or do the fitness bike to be easier on my knees. It's working! My knees appreciate the break and once I give them a proper rest, I'll be back to runn... Read more
Have Courage, Beloved, Have Courage
I don’t think I’m the only person who can’t grapple with the fact that no matter what you do, you cannot control the actions of others. Maybe I am, I don’t know. Try as you might, you simply cannot. Actually, let me have a conversation with myse... Read more
I'm Glad It Happened
It has become apparent to me that now more than ever, that I need to work through my emotional issues. Recent events have shown me as much and although I wasn’t particularly ready for this event, I’m glad it happened. Without boring you all with... Read more
Ovation Awards Outfit/Goal Weight Outfit
If you’ve been following my blogs, you’ll know that I’ve set my goal weight date for the day of the LA Stage Alliance Ovation Awards. November 12, 2012. Just in case you weren’t familiar with the Ovation Awards, here’s a re-cap as to what it is:... Read more
2lbs Gone - 77lbs Lost!
Doing my best to stay in my calorie range, doing my 2 miles a night (if I can and my knee permits) and tracking just about everything that goes into my mouth.
Knee is still bothering me quite a bit, but I'm doing the best I can. Still strug... Read more
Sometimes I wonder why I even started this journey to healing.
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll always dislike myself.
Sometimes I wonder if this is all even worth it.
Sometimes I’ll wonder if I’ll ever truly be happy.
What IS happines... Read more
A Work In Progress
Why do I get so angry at myself? Why do I feel like what I do is never enough? Why do I feel like all that I accomplish is simply not enough? Why do I let what others do affect me? Why do I even care? When am I going to give myself a break? When... Read more
So That’s What That Pain Is!
I went to urgent care yesterday because I simply couldn’t take the pain in my left knee anymore. Turns ... Read more
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I, MissB8604, am 75lbs Lighter!
I didn't expect the scale to say what it did yesterday. In fact, I was shocked...still am! I yelled to my cat Sebastian, "I LOST 75LBS!" He, ... Read more