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This Angel Is Me
Friday, August 10, 2012      14 comments

I, like this angel, have come to my end point and am completely overwhelmed. I'm going to accept that I'm hurting. I'm going to accept that I'm sad. I'm going to a... Read more
Me and My "Abs"
Thursday, August 09, 2012      8 comments

I may not be able to see them, but I can sure as heck feel them. I’ve been working my abs quite a bit the last few weeks and they're feeling great! It's one of the things that keep me going and gives me hope that I'll be a much toner individual.... Read more
This Girl Has Come A Long Way
Wednesday, August 08, 2012      19 comments

Before (285lbs): After (215lbs): I've worked SO hard, have been through SO much and I'm not don... Read more
Feeling The Weight
Tuesday, August 07, 2012      11 comments

I'm feeling the weight of the world and it is oh so heavy. God help me.... Read more
Deal With It Dad
Monday, August 06, 2012      15 comments

Dad isn’t saying much to me right now. I didn’t expect this to happen, but then again, I don’t think I ever truly considered how he would react to all of this. I didn’t expect him to be happy, but I also didn’t expect him to be so childish... Read more
Happy Saturday Dad!
Saturday, August 04, 2012      16 comments

Today is the day. It's done. Go big or go home. I've got healing to do!... Read more
Hand It To Him and Let It Go
Friday, August 03, 2012      15 comments

Since I first wrote the letter I haven’t touched it or went back to revise it like I wanted to. Why? I’m afraid. I don’t want to feel these feelings anymore and I don’t want to deal with this issue anymore. I know that I have to, it’s inevitable... Read more
New Clothes, New Me
Thursday, August 02, 2012      14 comments

I should really go shopping for new clothes. I mean, it’s getting to the point where at least 80% of my clothes no longer fit and as a result I tend to look pretty sloppy at work (in my opinion). Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining (entirely... Read more
I Wrote The Letter
Wednesday, August 01, 2012      19 comments

I had a horrible day yesterday. Between work and some personal issues, I was completely overwhelmed. I came home crying and just couldn't stop. It felt good to cry, to release all of the feelings I was keeping pent up inside me. I was able to ca... Read more
Must Keep Going
Tuesday, July 31, 2012      14 comments

No matter how hard my days become and no matter how badly I just want to lay in bed weeping my eyes out I'll NEVER give up. I have to stay the course and I have to keep living. I cannot give up. I cannot give up. I must keep going. ... Read more
Look Out Dad!
Monday, July 30, 2012      17 comments

My Mother knew something was wrong when I didn’t immediately speak up when she got home from work yesterday. She knew something was up when I hadn’t cooked dinner when she asked me to. In fact, I didn’t do much yesterday but cry, eat right and g... Read more
Every New Day
Sunday, July 29, 2012      12 comments

Since I shared my story of childhood abuse with the SparkCommunity, I have found myself completely overwhelmed with love, support and kindness. I am grateful and feel so blessed. I'm not alone and I take comfort in that. I have, however, not let... Read more
Voted Popular Blog Post: View All Popular Posts I Am Not My Past
Friday, July 27, 2012      344 comments

There have been two times in my life where my Dad has left me notes and each time they were for something important to him, but he couldn’t bring himself to tell me in person. I used to be very bad about not being able to tell someone how I feel... Read more
Consider Your Glory
Thursday, July 26, 2012      6 comments

Well, I think it is safe to say that I didn’t get the gig I was hoping for. This will be the second show in a row where I was called back, but not cast. This of course is the nature of the business that I have chosen to be a part of. Although I ... Read more
Don't Forget It!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012      6 comments

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