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Monday, June 05, 2017      7 comments

I haven't been writing, and I know that I should. I know it will help me work through the many complex things I am trying to process. Trying to be gentle with myself - this is all a lot more discipline than I have been able to muster for some ... Read more
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Monday, June 05, 2017      0 comments

I haven't been writing, and I know that I should. I know it will help me work through the many complex things I am trying to process. Trying to be gentle with myself - this is all a lot more discipline than I have been able to muster for some ... Read more
Cleanse
Monday, May 29, 2017      4 comments

Day two of my cleanse. Last day of the terrible antibiotics I have been on. Hoping that this reboot will be just what my body needs to find its balance again. The second day was harder than the first. I feel foggy, and cravings were rearing ... Read more
Gratitude
Saturday, May 27, 2017      5 comments

I could not be more grateful for the support of my Spark friends. I can't believe that after more than a year, all I had to do was reach out, and you were there to catch me. All day today, I felt your presence, and felt so much stronger for it... Read more
Coming Home
Friday, May 26, 2017      4 comments

I am back. I should have come back a long time ago. I am a MESS. I know this is what I need. So here it goes... So much has happened since I last wrote, I don't know where to start. I am literally just going to put it in list form ... Read more
Day 237
Thursday, November 05, 2015      2 comments

I have been here for ten days - just a couple of more days on the island to explore. It has been a whirlwind, and I have had a lot of fun for parts of it. Part of the reason it has been so fun is that I have fallen in love... Or at least that... Read more
Day 227
Sunday, October 25, 2015      2 comments

So much has happened and is happening. I have not had a moment to myself, even to have a private phone call with friends, since my mother moved in two months ago. I will post an update about her soon, but for now, I just want to be in THIS MOM... Read more
Day 187
Wednesday, September 16, 2015      2 comments

Today I took my mother to a Nia class - a dance-like exercise style infused with Tai Chi movement. The class is specifically for cancer patients and survivors, and I used to go to it when first in recovery. I dropped out when my heart started ... Read more
Day 186
Tuesday, September 15, 2015      2 comments

Let me start by saying that the most positive thing about my day just happened - when reading your loving comments on my posts. It gives me such immeasurable comfort to know I am not alone, and have your amazing energy to buoy my spirits and lig... Read more
Day 185
Sunday, September 13, 2015      2 comments

I feel like all my sentences are going to start with, "The hardest part (of this) is..." My experience tells me that it probably yield more positive results if I were to focus on sharing a good reflection of the day, like, "The best part of tod... Read more
Day 182
Friday, September 11, 2015      2 comments

this is late, but I woke up realizing I didn't post yesterday and I want to establish the habit again. My sentence for yesterday was: That hardest part today is living with someone you know is dying when she has not recognized or accepted that h... Read more
Day 181
Thursday, September 10, 2015      2 comments

I'm not sure if I can call this Day 181, since I have been MIA for almost a whole month. Maybe this should be Day 1 all over again... My life has been a whirlwind of activity and emotion. My mother now lives with me, and I am her primar... Read more
Day 160
Thursday, August 20, 2015      2 comments

I have been avoiding blogging. It's not that I forget every night, or even that I don't have time (I never had time before, but I just stayed up until I got it done). I suspect I am avoiding blogging because I don't want to deal with my emotio... Read more
Day 152
Wednesday, August 12, 2015      1 comments

Well, I've missed a few days of blogging. Some of it was from being incredibly busy with all of the preparations for my mother to arrive. Some of it was honestly just laziness. I am APPALLED and concerned about how quickly my entire self care... Read more
Day 149
Sunday, August 09, 2015      2 comments

Another very long day, but one of some accomplishment. I finished sorting all the clothes needing to be donated, kept or sold. I unpacked the last box that has been packed since my partner moved out. I hung curtains, shelves and art. I moved a l... Read more

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