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Quick Reminder

Wednesday, May 23, 2012      1 comments

One of my usual pitfalls is getting so easily frustrated at slow progress that I end up throwing my arms up and binging or giving up altogether. To try to combat that behavior, I'm going to try to make a conscious effort to STAY POSITIVE! Focus ... Read more

May 21, 2012

Monday, May 21, 2012      0 comments

Having some light bulb moments and want to record them... I know I've gone up and down with my weight, especially in the last few years, that I could see and feel and notice with clothing and in photos. But I never really thought about what my l... Read more

Read this and digest this: A message to myself

Monday, November 28, 2011      1 comments

Such an important part of my life. tradingpounds.com/10/dea
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e-to-face-the-pain/ It's just SO powerful. I need to ask myself and answer this question: "How does the weight make you feel?" In ... Read more

Move over obstacles

Sunday, November 27, 2011      1 comments

One part of this journey... and Yes, I continue to be on this journey... that is good for me is journaling. Getting it down in writing. I do most of this on paper, but here, I need to own some of this too. I see other people's success as obstacl... Read more

Happy with NOW

Wednesday, August 10, 2011      0 comments

I have not been logging in and tracking as much as I should be. I'm sure if I did the weight would be coming off more quickly. I'm trying not to overwhelm myself though because I've noticed a trend where in the past when I start something and I ... Read more

get it out

Thursday, July 07, 2011      0 comments

One of my biggest obstacles to overcome on this journey is my negativity and negative self-talk. How on earth do I overcome this? I saw some pictures posted tonight of myself. This was shocking for two reasons. First, we don't have any full leng... Read more

I DID IT!

Friday, July 01, 2011      6 comments

After an "Ah-ha" moment last night in the dressing room at the store I thought long and hard about what has been going on for me over the last year. Two years. Three years. A loooong time. It just sort of made sense last night in a way it hasn't... Read more

Start slow

Sunday, February 20, 2011      0 comments

I want to write this down so I can re-read this and keep reminding myself not to overdo things. Getting "back on track" for me has come to mean starting back out too hard and going too fast. Even with just walking. On Friday I walked 3.5 miles a... Read more

012311

Sunday, January 23, 2011      0 comments

Well. I thought by just logging activity and "paying more attention" to what I was eating I would get myself on track and start losing. Obviously that's not happening. I was out playing in the snow with my son today and my husband snapped a few ... Read more

Powerful Realization

Friday, August 20, 2010      1 comments

Now what to do with this information.... ??? Since I began this journey 2 years ago (ugh. Just... ugh. I already feel like a failure just writing that!) I've had some serious talks with myself trying to get to the bottom of my weight. Trying to... Read more

Breakfast

Sunday, March 14, 2010      1 comments

Looking back over my week's meals I noticed a trend. When I eat a bowl of oatmeal for breakfast (which I usually add a tsp of brown sugar to and 2-3 tablespoons of homemade applesauce to) I tend to have no snacks in the morning and with a nice... Read more

slip up

Friday, March 12, 2010      1 comments

Well, I emotionally ate today. First, today begins that "lovely" TOM for me. :{ Second, was at MIL's house this afternoon and the stress/anxiety led me to eat 2 chocolate graham crackers. Now, 130 calories/serving, not the end of the world, but ... Read more

a ha moment

Tuesday, March 09, 2010      1 comments

I was thinking about when to do my weigh ins, should I do it weekly or monthly or just go by clothes? I was leaning towards monthly because as I read today on someone's page I like to see big numbers too or I tend to feel defeated. I realized I... Read more

stress....or one MINUTE at a time

Tuesday, March 09, 2010      1 comments

So, what a bad day this has been and it's not even noon. Very stressful things going on right now with our family and all I want to do is EAT something. Something BAD. I'm just trying to keep moving, I have plenty to do around the house, picking... Read more

Maintaining

Monday, October 05, 2009      2 comments

Well, I am maintaining my current weight, though that's not what I want! It's been reallllly hard without a computer at home most days. Our home computer is broken and our laptop leaves w/ my DH most days for work. At night I log all the food ... Read more


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