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Money issues
Thursday, March 31, 2011      6 comments

This month is very hard on money, when all the bills are paid I have nothing left on my account. My freeze and cupboard contains a lot of food, it will last for at least fourteen days, the problem is gas for the car. I do have a creditcard to us... Read more
Monday, March 28, 2011      7 comments

Another blog (thanks Christurtle) remind me that my nephews sons christiening on saturday WILL be a family event that will stir emotions. I have not thought so because there are no big conflicts involved, I will not have to travel to participate... Read more
Sunday, March 27, 2011      2 comments

An hour was stolen from me tonight... I will get it back in the autumn but today it is one hur later than it usually is since we changed to summer time during the night. Daughter has a friend sleeping over and they have made a mess of the l... Read more
Helping a friend
Saturday, March 26, 2011      6 comments

Some days ago a friend called and asked if I would take her by the hand to an AA-meeting. This friend is a former coworker and she is a nice and creative person. But it was many years ago I told her that I would not spend time with her when she ... Read more
Good week
Sunday, March 13, 2011      7 comments

I f I am to look at the past week it has been a good one although nothing has been "perfect" I have to start looking at my life without so many opinions of good and bad. I need to look at what has happened and note that progress is always there ... Read more
Greek restaurant
Thursday, March 10, 2011      10 comments

It was my goddaughters 18th birthday yesterday and she, her mother and me went to a newly opened greek restaurant in town. This is the girl that has become anorectic during the last year and her father is an alcoholic who has been sober for mayb... Read more
On the 8th of march
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      5 comments

To all you powerful out there...
UimPYa1YnCI&feature=related ...this was made in memory of a friends friend who died recently from cancer. The girls were her pupils. I feel a lot ... Read more
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      10 comments

I did survive the meeting with ex and school and that is about all there is to say about it. I was devastated and pain and grief was hard to handle afterwards. The daughter is ok, the pain is about me, that I am powerless and have no saying and ... Read more
Ordeal tomorrow
Sunday, March 06, 2011      10 comments

I have been summoned to my daughters school for a "childcareconference" something the school is obliged to arrange if the child does not seem to develope as expected. I dread the meeting as it includes sitting in the same room as my ex and ... Read more
Trivia perfectionism
Thursday, March 03, 2011      9 comments

I am playing the trivia most days and I have realised that it shows my disease of perfectionism. At the beginning of each month I have the chance of a hundred procent right score for a while. I have never been able to keep that hundred procent c... Read more
High-flying expectations...
Sunday, February 27, 2011      6 comments

After being sensible for a couple of days its time to go flying into crazy goals... Yesterday I was at a teaparty a friend celebrated her 60th birthday by inviting ... Read more
My stroke of serenity
Saturday, February 26, 2011      6 comments

I attended the lunch meeting at AA yesterday. We were 7-10 people and the theme was the daily reflection that spoke about the Challenge through failure: "In Gods economy, nothing is wasted. Through failure, we learn a lesson in humility wh... Read more
Easy way out?
Friday, February 25, 2011      8 comments

This place has been deserted too long, spiderwebs everywhere .. ... Read more
Emotions to eat on...
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      8 comments

Found this great book, written by a bulimic that has been in recovery for six years after fifteen years of active bulimi. It is great because she is not black/white, she says clearly that bingeing and vomiting one time a week is healthier thatn ... Read more
Result of shoe-weighing...
Monday, February 07, 2011      8 comments

No, I did not dare to tell my therapist about my shoe-weighing and manipulation to produce a good result without having done a good job... I think I lost about 1,5 kilo on their scale which is what my shoes and jeans weighed compared to t... Read more

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