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I need good wishes!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010      23 comments

...I don´t want to say that I need prayers, because it´s "just" a job I am hoping for but all you Spark Friends; send me your best wishes for tomorrow when I go to a job interview. It is as a editor for a business supplement (?) for one of our r... Read more
Ashe consequences
Sunday, April 18, 2010      8 comments

I am not sure if it´s the same in english but "sociala medier" is translated "social media" ...and it is SO interesting to se how internet +problems +creativity = new solutions. From my e-mailcommunitys I learn that people are stuck in Lo... Read more
Quoting persistance...
Sunday, April 18, 2010      2 comments

A quote that I will try to remember every morning... said in a greater context ut surely can be used on a personal level: "The prayer of our souls is a petition for persistence; not for the one good deed, or a single thought, but deed on deed ... Read more
The last minute blog...
Thursday, April 15, 2010      7 comments

...ok, so I did not blog yesterday and now it´s four minutes to six and I can still get points for a blog so I can´t resist the temptation... I am a bad pointcollector... ... Read more
The neuroplastic brain
Wednesday, April 14, 2010      7 comments

I saw this amazing program about the neuroplastic brain – the brain is no machine or computer it is living tissue and it changes forever with every thought that passes thro... Read more
..Through a broken heart
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      8 comments

A quote from Oscar Wilde: ”How else would Christ enter but through a broken heart?” I find it in a context that says that ”shame is a constant reminder that we never can live up to the perfects standards of what we ought to be. The paradox ... Read more
Nothing happened” blessings…
Saturday, April 10, 2010      7 comments

It´s time to change to summer tires – mine were totally worn out when I switched to winter so I left them outside because They needed no protection. Round christmas I obs... Read more
Hall of shame
Friday, April 09, 2010      9 comments

I have these sudden attacks of complete hopelessness – I dont think I am depressed because mostly I feel determinated to work on and try more and hang in there… But I can´t seem to stay away from binges and I have a hard time to get goi... Read more
I´m still here!
Thursday, April 08, 2010      10 comments

Today that fact has to be a focus of mine - I overate yesterday evening after having a great day so today I feel hopeless again... until I search my friends for the sparkers I envied at the beginning because they were losing so much and doing so... Read more
Bingeing definitions
Wednesday, April 07, 2010      7 comments

I suddenly thought it was interesting to define bingeing more closely – are there more than one kind in my life? - I have the sudden binge, I am perfectly all right and eat balanced and then SUDDENLY find myself stuffing my face with someth... Read more
Also progress
Friday, April 02, 2010      8 comments

I went to a AA lunch meeting - they start at twelve and I have a half hours drive so I don´t eat before the meeting. Took a cup of coffee - and two small cookies (different... Read more
Really passive...
Thursday, April 01, 2010      7 comments

... I have no energy at all - I have eaten sensibly and gone to the stable but I feel like I have been on my sofa most of the time... I blame it on a reaction from the dogdeath and allow myself to feel totally off. The teenage daughter came... Read more
Wednesday, March 31, 2010      2 comments

This is a day that I am happy to put behind me.... Read more
Afternoon drama
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      14 comments

On my way home from the stable I walk out into the pasture to feed my horses some carrots. The old bordercollie follows and gets hunted by the yearling filly. I tell the bitch to leave the pasture and she does but returns as soon as I have turne... Read more
Entering silent week
Monday, March 29, 2010      4 comments

When I was a church janitor, this week was special. Every nights we had "walks" in the church from scene to scene where we replayed the suffering and death of Christ. It cu... Read more

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