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Pushing through another day.

Saturday, July 25, 2015      5 comments

Depression is feeling heavy. all I want to do is sleep. The dogs don't get along at all, so I have to keep them separated with 2 gates and kennels. My daughter will pick her dog up tomorrow afternoon, so it's only for 1 more day. A family fri... Read more

The pain of hind sight.

Sunday, February 08, 2015      10 comments

It's been 8 weeks since my Jack died. My heart and soul still ache so much for him. This house is so quiet and lonely. I try to stay out of the living room as much as possible, that is where we would hang out together, talk, watch favorite TV sh... Read more


Saturday, January 10, 2015      12 comments

I receive daily emails from a grief support group. Having lost my husband, my mother and my dog in an 8 month period, today's message is very helpful to me in understanding why my pain runs so deep and my heart aches with every waking thought. ... Read more

Your kindness has meant so much to me.

Monday, December 22, 2014      7 comments

I have received the most special outpouring of love and support from my Spark friends, people that have never even met me are sending cards, words of support and checking in on almost daily me to make sure I am OK. What a wonderful group of pe... Read more

I don't know how to do this.

Saturday, December 20, 2014      17 comments

We buried my husband yesterday. Last night I just wanted to be dead too, so this pain will stop. My sweet sister has been here with me this week. She has to go back to Wisconsin tomorrow. I'm afraid to be alone. I donít know how to be alone. ... Read more