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The choices we make

Wednesday, August 20, 2014      1 comments

Beginning July I joined a very popular slimming club in South Africa. I have lost weight with them before and I have again. But something to me is just missing. The support I get is not what it use to be several years back. You go in once a... Read more

How others sees us

Tuesday, March 18, 2014      6 comments

I often wonder how people see me. I just happen to come across this article and I think everyone should read this. There is a few curse words, but the article or comment is very good. It should be seen as an inspiration. Here is t... Read more

New beginning

Monday, March 10, 2014      3 comments

After my very up and down emotional outburst, I am trying again with a fresh start. Today I will start my journey new by only making small changes at a time. No more system shocks, no more radical changes. When I was a young woman I wa... Read more

Please help me

Friday, March 07, 2014      6 comments

I am back at my almost all time high with my weight. I keep on going in circles and I am sick of it. I am sick of me and I am making me sick. I hate being negative as I always want to be an inspiration to others. How can other believe in me... Read more

Clothes shopping

Tuesday, February 18, 2014      2 comments

Going clothes shopping makes me feel anxious. I have been waring the same clothes for a few years now. The only time I will buy pants is if mine are totally worn out, full of holes. I dislike going to a shop and having to choose from the fat sec... Read more

A distant reminder

Monday, February 17, 2014      2 comments

I was asked what I will do with my fat clothes as I lose the weight. I will keep one pair of pants as a reminder of what it looks like when I did not take care of myself and where I never want to go back. The rest is going to the trash. I ... Read more

2013 almost gone

Thursday, December 26, 2013      2 comments

Ok so lets recap. 2013 was not my year in many areas of my life. I have not succeeded in my weight and a few days ago I celebrated another birthday at my all time heaviest. Do I feel disgusted? I sure do. So what do I do about it? I stuff m... Read more

Feeling the difference

Saturday, October 19, 2013      3 comments

It has only been a few days that I am back at exercising. Always loved it, just a question of a lazy habit not doing it. Well I have to admit I already feel a change. Yes I still can't do everything but getting there slowly but surely BUT I... Read more

Audition update

Thursday, October 17, 2013      2 comments

After several days of now knowing which final song to choose for my audition for our Church's worship group. I finally settled with I need you more. http://youtu.be/C6rS_V0TTeY I practiced and practiced and yesterday I got it dow... Read more

How we see ourself

Monday, October 14, 2013      4 comments

I guess I am one of many people who are fighting lots of negativity within themselves. I received a message from another friend today and wanted to share it. Believe in yourself! The world don't see you the way you see you! I neve... Read more

Low Self esteem

Monday, October 14, 2013      4 comments

I always believed that I am very blessed with different talents. I do fine arts, I am very creative, musical, intelligent and sing well. BUT what stands in my way with many things is my low self esteem. I have reached an all high with my we... Read more

Just don't know what to do

Wednesday, October 09, 2013      9 comments

My daughter is extremely into cake decorating etc. But as she is still young I have to help her with most of the stuff also using the oven etc. I am however feeling anxiety overwhelming me. I don't know what to do. How do I go on and h... Read more

5 Reasons I have to be/get active

Monday, October 07, 2013      3 comments

1. Getting healthy 2. Be able to walk and move without having to stop along the way toget my breath back. 3. To live longer and be there for my kids. 4. To look and feel beautiful and confident. 5. Be a good role model for those who stru... Read more

Pulling the trigger

Monday, July 15, 2013      6 comments

I really hate venting and putting my negative thoughts out there, but where else must I do it? I can't talk to my family, I don't want to drag them down and ruin their day. I am slowly loading the gun and about to pull the trigger. That is ... Read more

I can do it!

Tuesday, June 04, 2013      4 comments

I watched a video on Sparkpeople a few days ago 'You can do it'. I have to admit it actually made me cry. For so long we just sit around and wish and wish and hope and dream. But reality is no wish or dream ever comes true by just sitting a... Read more


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