2 Great Things I discovered
I want to tell you about 2 things I just found out.
Last time I went to try out a new class I met one of the girls who were in my class last year, she had left and had not seen me for a while.
She told me 'How wonderful you look, what have y... Read more
Thanks to TOMMY1966 I tried the new class., I decided to try something different form my usual......It was Dance Theatre and I was expecting to get motivation & excitement.
It was fun and I think I'll join it, I set minimum 2 times per week @g... Read more
Should I Stay or Should I Go?
I have to thank one of my best SP friends for kicking my axe - sorry no profanity!- and telling me to start doing something.
Actually I was thinking and could not decide whether to stay in the Vaganova course or not.
I am NOT enjoying myself... Read more
Male & Female Language
I've just read Deborah Tannen 's study on different speaking styles of men and women,,,,it's so interesting seeing how we adopt different styles and knowing it would avoid misunderstandings and conflicts...if we only got to understand each other... Read more
What happens in Real Life?
Now I can tell you exactky what happens when people realize you are eating in a different way...Today I had lunch with 3/4 of family and everyone commented on what I ate...from 'Just salad??? - I Skipped pasta altogether, to the 'Why did you get... Read more
Sorry this post is a bit technical... I went yesterday to my new dance class unfortunately it was Vaganova Style while I was used to Cechetti, I felt silly as I must hve totally forgotten Vaganova style and trainer looked at me in dismay....
I... Read more
Get Up and Walk
Today I feel like telling you about all my fearst and all the times I've tried to be perfect...endlessly trying to find mistakes that prevented me from becoming 'perfect'.
It's not all gone but I can now trace this tendency and stop it before... Read more
My dear Sp friends, I'm back & blogging again.
I stopped blogging these days as I needed to settle one ot two basic matters and I devoted more time to them- othewise I felt my words would have been worth nothing..
I went back to gym yesterd... Read more
I really need to share this with you. I realize I need to stop now for a while, I don't know if I will blog anymore these days.
I need to capitalize on my gains.
I've just bought a jacket, and it's an M for the first time in ages.
I reali... Read more
I've decided to find a positive aspect in my plateau.
I will call it emotionally adjusting.
I'm really surprised at how much I've been changing these days...not only clothes or make up but I am looking at my life from a new point of view.
... Read more
So I did this...
Yes, I did a series of things while I'm waiting for other issues to get sorted out.
1. Just started a new job initiative .... not telling you much as it's a new adventure,but will keep you updated, I promise,,,,
2. Distance - adopted a... Read more
I'm between two periods and I'm scared:
of doing nothing
of failing again
of looking odd at a bar the next time
of losing all my progress.
Hope you are all understanding,,,,I feel really at odds with myself
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Gimme your strenght
This week's new challenge, looking for the gym & trainer and the guts to change...I am really feeling overwhelmed, my lazy lazy side is taking control.
I need strenght even if I know this change IS for the better, I hardly can get to convince... Read more
Not only today, but yesterday too I fought all temptations to leave out my plan and went out....it was raining yesterday but I did not care, I bravely faced wind & rain ...
I had a short walk yesterday and another today...incredibly how I felt... Read more
Not just Technical
It was pretty awful yesterday, I guess I left all of my tears on the sofa but then I stood up and...went out.
Went for a beautiful walk in a beautiful place.
In a tiny beautiful little village on the sea, I walked to the lighthouse for a s... Read more