I been sitting here thinking.
I realized a few things:
- - I dont like being around people again.
- - I dont spark or facebook as much as I use to.
- - I havent crocheted in a few weeks
- - I havent been reading again
- - ... Read more
I just feel so disconnected from everything.
I m trying; really trying NOT to fall back into the black pit.
I dont know whats going on or why its happening.
But I m gonna do my best to continue to fight this.... Read more
Well in the past month of gained 5 lbs.
Its my own fault. I havent been going to the gym as much as I use to. I have been eating very bad and have not been tracking my food at all.
Tomorrow I will once restart, I m not letting it bother me i... Read more
Things have been really rough lately.
Stress over the situation w my father which is getting better.
Stress over my pregnant daughter who is still bac in Jersey; but she says she is moving down after the Baby is born.
La was having problem... Read more
Grumpy finally had his surgery and it was a success.
They said he should b fine and in rehab in a wk or so.
A couple of wks in rehab and then he will b home.
So prayerfully everything will b fine with him thanks b 2 God... Read more
My asthma is irritated yet again.
This time cause of the neighbors boyfriend; he came over to see the hubby yesterday and I swear he smelled like he had the bottle of cologne on.
He only walked thru the front door and I couldnt breath.
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Prayerfully grumpy will finally have his surgery finally this coming Wednesday. His white blood cells have finally leveled out.
Finally I am only having to use the nebulizer twice a day instead of every 4 hrs. Thanks b 2 God.
Hubby is ... Read more
Its been a rough couple weeks.
Grumpy is still in the hosp; they have not yet operated. His white bloods cells are elevated which apparently means there is an infection in his system and they cant do surgery until its cleared up.
Once he ge... Read more
May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand... Read more
We had to take Grumpy (my father) to the ER 2day. It was a very different experience then back home. Hubby goes to the hosp and deals with all grumpys issue he is his POA. Well here he couldnt ride in the ambulance to the hosp with him; so he ri... Read more
When felt like crap and in too much pain yesterday. The meds werent helping @ all soo I had a few drinks and was able to actually get some sleep last night.
I am back to wearing my back brace BUT I m not letting it get me down.
I am act... Read more
LONG TERM GOALS = 2 mth review
1. to lose 100 lbs (have lost 24 lbs)
2. not to use walker or cane (I dont use either anymore)
3. not to use nebulizer everyday (still working on this one)
4. to complete the entire wsls program & to pla... Read more