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Not Given Up

Saturday, January 10, 2009      3 comments

I'm not given up & sometimes I believe ppl think that cause of my depression that I am. If you truly suffer from true depression n cant afford your meds you go through some changes. You can't control how you feel. Yes at times I can contro... Read more

pedometer

Friday, January 09, 2009      1 comments

1/3/09 - 5,562 1/4/ 09 - 5,789 1/5/09 - 12,632 1/6/09 - 12,087 1/7/09 - 3,963 1/8/09 - 7,593 1/9/09 - 13,176 Well a week a go I bought a pedometer n I've been trying to remember to put it on as soon as I get up in the morning. ... Read more

Prayers Please

Thursday, January 08, 2009      3 comments

The rehab center sent my dad back to the hospital n tomorrow he will have to have surgery. It been so rough he had the vascular bypass on the Dec 19 then on CHRISTmas Eve they amputated his toe. I knew that the hospital sent him to the rehab to ... Read more

another day

Wednesday, January 07, 2009      2 comments

Another day comes to an end. Everyday is a chance to start over n succeed or another chance to screw up. It's up to us to make the right choices. I dont know why I make the decisions I do. I jsut know that tomorrow is another day & prayerfully i... Read more

changes

Tuesday, January 06, 2009      2 comments

Changes, its what its all about. Whether eating betteror exercise, its about making changes. Change habits - change surroundings- change whats in the cabinets n fridge. Today was another bad day, yes I ate bad again today 3 days now BUT I... Read more

an I don't day

Monday, January 05, 2009      2 comments

Today was an I dont give a fudge day. Different from the usual ones cause even though I reverted back to my old eating habits the last 2 days, I still did my exercise the past 2 days. So I guess they werent totally wasted days, maybe tomorrow I ... Read more

boot camp challenge

Sunday, January 04, 2009      5 comments

I am starting this challenge @ 245lbs. My measurements are waist 47.5 inches & my hips are 48 inches I have to mod... Read more

depression

Saturday, January 03, 2009      4 comments

I've suffered from depression all my life although as a child they use to just say that I was moody. It sometimes comes on with no warning & at other times it is caused by an event or something. Recently I've had to really look at myself, n it... Read more

my own worst enemy

Friday, January 02, 2009      1 comments

I m my own worst enemy. I've lost 20 lbs since starting sparks. I do walk almost everyday. I m eating so much better, not as healthy as I can, though. Yet I seem to have doubts in myself. Why do I always do this to myself? I do it in every aspe... Read more

resolutions

Thursday, January 01, 2009      3 comments

I've always thought that New Years was over rated. Everyone is making resolutions that sometimes they dont even keep for the month let alone the year. So what I m doing is making daily resolutions, each day is a new day with new beginnings. So e... Read more

Micah 7:8

Wednesday, December 31, 2008      2 comments

MICAH 7:8 My enemies donít be glad because of my troubles! I may have fallen, but I will get up; I may be sitting in the dark, but the Lord is my light! This is my inspiration verse it says everything to me. I found this verse by acci... Read more

Who R You

Tuesday, December 30, 2008      3 comments

Who R You Iíve been seeing you in the mirror for a long time now You never have anything to really say to me You just stand there always smiling, a gentle caring smile But your eyes they are so sad, you look so lost You remind me... Read more

CRAVINGS

Friday, December 26, 2008      3 comments

It is funny, not funny ha ha but funny ironic. I didn't give into either Thanksgiving or Christmas. But when it comes to those PMS cravings or the curse cravings I give in ever time. Read more

clothing size & self esteem

Tuesday, December 23, 2008      3 comments

I've recently come to realize that I hate shopping cause of how hard it is to find clothes to fit properly. I m 1 of those odd ppl that can't buy clothes in regular sizes cause they r too small, yet big clothes don't fit righteither. I have a sh... Read more

My Triggers

Monday, December 22, 2008      2 comments

I use to eat for all the emotions. I would eat when I was happy, sad, depressed, upset, bored for everything. Now my main trigger is anger I only really seem to lose focus when I m angry. I don't even seem to think, I just eat. I don't even seem... Read more


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