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HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION

Saturday, July 24, 2010      10 comments

I have 2 decide. I've been having a rough cpl mths. Every time that I think its starting to improve I fall back into the sink hole. So over the nxt few days I m gonna 2 decide whether or not to delete my spark profile. I just m b... Read more

DENTIST AGAIN

Thursday, July 15, 2010      2 comments

I feel like I m @ the dentist every wk & this wk its 2x. I was there yesterday about my loose crown & I m going tomorrow 2 get 2 new crowns. YEAH Then all I have to do is wait for the extractions then prayerfully NO MORE problems w/ infections. ... Read more

STILL TRYING

Tuesday, July 13, 2010      8 comments

Well I said I would recommit myself & I have 3 days of exercising so far only need another 18 for it to b a habit. Back to the dentist tomorrow the crown on my front tooth is loose & prayerfully I will get a date for when I m going to b abl... Read more

Simple Motivation

Monday, July 12, 2010      7 comments

It takes simple motivation to get me restarted. I seen my sil the other day; other then a funeral I havent seen her in about 8 or so yrs. She had lost alot of weight I noticed @ the funeral but we really didnt speak then due to bad blood @ the t... Read more

NOT MISSING JUST HIDING

Wednesday, July 07, 2010      9 comments

I'm still alive just trying not to deal with anything & no it's not working. I just don't know what to do anymore. Everything is just such a mess especially me. And the more that my hubby tries to be supportive and understanding the more I despi... Read more

EQUALS

Wednesday, June 30, 2010      3 comments

As I continue to struggle I've decided that I have to try to make some changes. So I'm going back to when I taught. I m a certified Violence Prevention Specialist. Regardless of whether it was the afterschool program, elementary school, jr... Read more

ANOTHER NEW MONTH

Sunday, June 27, 2010      5 comments

Well here we go another new mth starts this wk. I'm close to the same point I was this time last year. I cant not continue to let my life get away from me. So I've made a pledge to myself I'm usually good about an hr after I get up & I'm good fo... Read more

LAZY DAY

Tuesday, June 22, 2010      2 comments

Today was not a good day so I spent most of it in bed. My legs are bothering me so much that I can't even walk up the ladder to get into the pool. Prayerfully tomorrow is a better day cause I know that my hip always feels better after spending ... Read more

THIS TO SHALL PASS

Monday, June 21, 2010      1 comments

This to shall pass; I tell this to everyone who is going thru something. Problem is that I really dont believe it anymore. Another lousy night of sleep; but I was out of bed @ 7 calling my daughter to make sure she was up to take La to sch... Read more

Y ME

Sunday, June 20, 2010      4 comments

Well last night when I layed down I decided that today was going to b a good day. Well it didnt work out that way. I tossed n turned all night. So I didnt go 2 church today I could barely stand let alone walk. I really over did the last cpl of d... Read more

TRYING 2 COPE

Saturday, June 19, 2010      2 comments

I haven't blogged this wk due to being totally lost. I m trying 2 trust in God to see us all through this. I have gained more weight due to stress eating. A very dear friend of mine is accuse of touching my 17 yr old cousins privates. This... Read more

ANOTHER DENTIST APPT

Wednesday, June 09, 2010      5 comments

Tomorrow is another dentist appt; my permanent crown came in. I m still waiting 4 my insurance to approve the extractions & the crowns for my root canal. The 1st Communion went well, except for me I kept having to tell ppl - DON'T TOUCH ME.... Read more

QUICK UPDATE

Saturday, June 05, 2010      7 comments

I havent blogged this week which is so unlike me. It's just been a rough week. Tomorrow La gets her 1st Communion so I will b going 2 church the 1st time since I started the episodes & its jsut had me off all wk. I will post pics of my new... Read more

SPARKPEOPLE IS SAVING MY LIFE

Friday, May 28, 2010      13 comments

Something that I realized today: Sparkpeople is saving my life. I'm not even talking about the health portion of things. It's YOU the people here on Spark. The understanding & compassion that I receive here. Especially as I'm going thru th... Read more

THE ROAD TO RECOVERY

Thursday, May 27, 2010      19 comments

Talk about alot to deal with. Just ignore me I need to vent and this is the only place where I can. I decided 2 yrs ago that I had to get my health together. My dad was @ 63 yrs old could no longer take care of himself. I don't want to b like ... Read more


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