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THIS TO SHALL PASS

Monday, June 21, 2010      1 comments

This to shall pass; I tell this to everyone who is going thru something. Problem is that I really dont believe it anymore. Another lousy night of sleep; but I was out of bed @ 7 calling my daughter to make sure she was up to take La to sch... Read more

Y ME

Sunday, June 20, 2010      4 comments

Well last night when I layed down I decided that today was going to b a good day. Well it didnt work out that way. I tossed n turned all night. So I didnt go 2 church today I could barely stand let alone walk. I really over did the last cpl of d... Read more

TRYING 2 COPE

Saturday, June 19, 2010      2 comments

I haven't blogged this wk due to being totally lost. I m trying 2 trust in God to see us all through this. I have gained more weight due to stress eating. A very dear friend of mine is accuse of touching my 17 yr old cousins privates. This... Read more

ANOTHER DENTIST APPT

Wednesday, June 09, 2010      5 comments

Tomorrow is another dentist appt; my permanent crown came in. I m still waiting 4 my insurance to approve the extractions & the crowns for my root canal. The 1st Communion went well, except for me I kept having to tell ppl - DON'T TOUCH ME.... Read more

QUICK UPDATE

Saturday, June 05, 2010      7 comments

I havent blogged this week which is so unlike me. It's just been a rough week. Tomorrow La gets her 1st Communion so I will b going 2 church the 1st time since I started the episodes & its jsut had me off all wk. I will post pics of my new... Read more

SPARKPEOPLE IS SAVING MY LIFE

Friday, May 28, 2010      13 comments

Something that I realized today: Sparkpeople is saving my life. I'm not even talking about the health portion of things. It's YOU the people here on Spark. The understanding & compassion that I receive here. Especially as I'm going thru th... Read more

THE ROAD TO RECOVERY

Thursday, May 27, 2010      19 comments

Talk about alot to deal with. Just ignore me I need to vent and this is the only place where I can. I decided 2 yrs ago that I had to get my health together. My dad was @ 63 yrs old could no longer take care of himself. I don't want to b like ... Read more

ROOT CANAL TOMORROW

Tuesday, May 25, 2010      5 comments

Talk about a reason 4 a panic attack, tomorrow afternoon I have to get root canals. I will b taking medical transportation cause last wk when I went to the dentist it was just too much for me its 2 buses each way. I went out to lunch w/ my ... Read more

NEUROLOGIST

Monday, May 24, 2010      4 comments

Well I went to the neurologist today. Now I have to go get the pin test done n she also wants something checked with my neck. I go back to c her in 2 mths. So now to schedule the test. I also have to schedule my dental appts & call insurance for... Read more

THE WEEKEND

Sunday, May 23, 2010      4 comments

Had a nice quiet weekend. Got the yard started & hubby made my fire-pit. We also got most of the workout room set up, which involved packing up La's toys to go to my daughters house. The family room is also almost finished now that the exe... Read more

UPDATE

Tuesday, May 18, 2010      6 comments

Still having episodes but I'm dealing with them. Went to the drs yesterday & he changes my meds. The therapist that my dr recommends r all booked up till August so now I have to go thru my insurance company to c if they can recommend someo... Read more

SURVEY - ABC's

Friday, May 14, 2010      2 comments

It's silly survey time!! Don't forget to pass it on......copy and paste into your own blog and fill in the blanks! A - Age: 42 B - Bed size: Queen C - Chore you hate: D - Dog's name: Shadow & Chachi E - Essential start your day it... Read more

MOTIVATION - Mahagony Summer Challenge

Friday, May 14, 2010      3 comments

5 things that I will do 2 stay motivated during summer challenge 1 - ask 4 help when I need it 2 - not let set backs define me 3 - find a buddy on team 2 stay accountable with 4 - log everything thru out the day 5 - pray... Read more

NOT DOING MUCH BETTER

Thursday, May 13, 2010      7 comments

The panic attacks continue. But I know this to shall pass I continue to pray 4 healing. This is the worse episode that I've had in over 15 yrs. The last time that I was this bad was after my ex-husband held me & my children hostage, mind y... Read more

STILL TRYING TO COPE

Monday, May 10, 2010      8 comments

I want to thank everyone who has offered me encouragement n kind words while I'm dealing with my panic attacks. Yesterday I left the house to go pick up hubby for his day home (he b home on May 19th for good), Well I probably shouldn't have went... Read more


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