Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.

    MAGA99   169,462
150,000-199,999 SparkPoints
MAGA99's Blog Entry Summary View


Saturday, June 05, 2010      7 comments

I havent blogged this week which is so unlike me. It's just been a rough week. Tomorrow La gets her 1st Communion so I will b going 2 church the 1st time since I started the episodes & its jsut had me off all wk. I will post pics of my new... Read more


Friday, May 28, 2010      13 comments

Something that I realized today: Sparkpeople is saving my life. I'm not even talking about the health portion of things. It's YOU the people here on Spark. The understanding & compassion that I receive here. Especially as I'm going thru th... Read more


Thursday, May 27, 2010      19 comments

Talk about alot to deal with. Just ignore me I need to vent and this is the only place where I can. I decided 2 yrs ago that I had to get my health together. My dad was @ 63 yrs old could no longer take care of himself. I don't want to b like ... Read more


Tuesday, May 25, 2010      5 comments

Talk about a reason 4 a panic attack, tomorrow afternoon I have to get root canals. I will b taking medical transportation cause last wk when I went to the dentist it was just too much for me its 2 buses each way. I went out to lunch w/ my ... Read more


Monday, May 24, 2010      4 comments

Well I went to the neurologist today. Now I have to go get the pin test done n she also wants something checked with my neck. I go back to c her in 2 mths. So now to schedule the test. I also have to schedule my dental appts & call insurance for... Read more


Sunday, May 23, 2010      4 comments

Had a nice quiet weekend. Got the yard started & hubby made my fire-pit. We also got most of the workout room set up, which involved packing up La's toys to go to my daughters house. The family room is also almost finished now that the exe... Read more


Tuesday, May 18, 2010      6 comments

Still having episodes but I'm dealing with them. Went to the drs yesterday & he changes my meds. The therapist that my dr recommends r all booked up till August so now I have to go thru my insurance company to c if they can recommend someo... Read more


Friday, May 14, 2010      2 comments

It's silly survey time!! Don't forget to pass it on......copy and paste into your own blog and fill in the blanks! A - Age: 42 B - Bed size: Queen C - Chore you hate: D - Dog's name: Shadow & Chachi E - Essential start your day it... Read more

MOTIVATION - Mahagony Summer Challenge

Friday, May 14, 2010      3 comments

5 things that I will do 2 stay motivated during summer challenge 1 - ask 4 help when I need it 2 - not let set backs define me 3 - find a buddy on team 2 stay accountable with 4 - log everything thru out the day 5 - pray... Read more


Thursday, May 13, 2010      7 comments

The panic attacks continue. But I know this to shall pass I continue to pray 4 healing. This is the worse episode that I've had in over 15 yrs. The last time that I was this bad was after my ex-husband held me & my children hostage, mind y... Read more


Monday, May 10, 2010      8 comments

I want to thank everyone who has offered me encouragement n kind words while I'm dealing with my panic attacks. Yesterday I left the house to go pick up hubby for his day home (he b home on May 19th for good), Well I probably shouldn't have went... Read more


Friday, May 07, 2010      9 comments

Well I haven't left the house since the incident on Wednesday afternoon. I couldn't even walk across the street. I took the trash cans 2 put them @ the curb n went into a Panic Attack. I was suppose to go to Synod Assembly this wknd but I ... Read more


Wednesday, May 05, 2010      19 comments

Well, today was a day for me. It started out wonderfully I rode my bike 5 miles round trip to go pay my electric bill. Then with my daughter n 2 grands, we went shopping @ the thrift store. It was such a lovely day my daughter ask me to do her a... Read more


Monday, May 03, 2010      4 comments

Well here we go into another mth, so its time for new goals. My gaols 4 May will b: 1. log food & fitness everyday 2. cardio everyday 3. post on another members page everyday As I try to stay more focused prayerfully the l... Read more


Monday, April 26, 2010      6 comments

Well I decided to change my screen name. I've been kind of stuck in a rut. As with my depression I've decided that the only way to get out of it is to make some changes. So today is the day that I will once again refocus on myself. I will... Read more

First Page  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 Last Page