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Thursday, November 05, 2015      2 comments

Celebrated 16 years of marriage this past weekend. It was awesome the hotel had a heated salt water pool; it was within walking distance to Ruby Tuesday. Tomorrow I will post pix I've now finished 4 ponchos 1 for each of the grands that d... Read more

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Saturday, October 31, 2015      3 comments

Thanx be to God ! This depression episode is starting to get better. Had a healing blessing on Thursday and have really started to get to the ole me Hubby and I did my hair which always helps, he says it took 5 yrs off of me Today I... Read more

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Tuesday, October 20, 2015      3 comments

Is slowly improving mentally I'm back to reading my scriptures I do believe that it does help me alot I've been crocheting everyday; (I might have mentioned this) making ponchos and fingerless gloves for my grands Had an impulse a... Read more

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Friday, October 16, 2015      4 comments

I've had 2 somewhat decent days this week. I'm trying it's just so hard and i know I have my spark ppl here; but some days just getting on the comp seems to do b such a burden I hate myself when I'm like this: weak pathetic ... Read more

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Saturday, October 10, 2015      2 comments

I dint realize how bad this episode was until the other day. i really did let the depression take over every aspect of my life. I want to say that its over and that I'm getting better but I'm not I'm getting worse. Well at least I'm not suicidal... Read more

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Wednesday, September 30, 2015      4 comments

Feeling broken but not giving up I've tried giving up several times before; so I know that's not an option. I will find a way to fight thru this. I feel hopeless but I know this to shall pass. I believe in a high power. I know that there is... Read more

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Monday, September 28, 2015      2 comments

I'm so thankful that there are ppl who wont let me give up I dont want to deal with things but my 2 yr old grand is here and she makes me have to get out of bed God has Blessed me in so many ways I'm gonna do my best to hold on to h... Read more

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Sunday, September 27, 2015      2 comments

I'm really in a funk The adversary got a hold of me and I'm having trouble getting loose All I want to do is avoid the world even my on line world ... Read more

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Thursday, September 24, 2015      2 comments

I'm so far behind on my blogs I just really dont feel like doing anything but sleeping these days; yet I'm still always tired Exercise is just nonexistent Healthy eating is well yeah nonexistent wondering why even keep bother... Read more

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Wednesday, September 16, 2015      1 comments

September depresses me. There are several reasons why. 1. school starting reminds me that I'm no longer able to work 2. the 8th although my daughters birthday is also the day I lost my Aunt Ada it's been 3 years 3 the 15ht altho... Read more

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Tuesday, September 15, 2015      5 comments

Not really feeling like doing much of anything these days Just wanna sleep avoid the world... Read more

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Sunday, September 13, 2015      1 comments

GOD  MY ON-LINE FRIEND  Maybe you don't look me right in the eye...  Maybe you can't ever wipe my tears when I cry.  Maybe we can't share some tea and sweet.  Or walk together down a path... or up the street.  But... Read more

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Thursday, September 10, 2015      4 comments

spent another day in bad pain; but I refused to stay in bed Baba (the 2 yr old grand) is back at my place. Lala is adapting well to 5th grade. Hubby is back to enjoying his job; well for the most part Place still aint organizing b... Read more

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Wednesday, September 09, 2015      2 comments

Still haven't been able to get a replay from medicaid; I seriously do need my insurance. Pretty much spent the day in bed; I tossed and turned most of the night. In more then the usual pain today. I'm ready to just start throwing away ... Read more

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Tuesday, September 08, 2015      1 comments

Almost didnt blog tonight; I actually fell asleep around 8 watching tv. something that I never do. spent today enjoying the quiet of being home alone ; all day Hubby was on the phone with Baba earlier and she told him POP POP COME GET ME ... Read more

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