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    MACHOL   44,597
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I feel like I'm in slow motion

Tuesday, February 11, 2014      9 comments

There is so much I want to do, but my motivation is gone. How do I get my motivation back? Where did I leave my motivation? Is it under the bed, or in a stack of papers that I need to go through? Where do I find motivation? In a sto... Read more

Unemployed, then employed, again

Friday, December 13, 2013      8 comments

Well, for about 12 days, I was unemployed. Now, I'm employed again. G-d is good, so I praise Him. Now to find something to do until Jan. 6th...... Read more

Thank you so much

Friday, November 15, 2013      1 comments

I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday. Thanks for the well wishes and the Spark goodies! It's nice to belong to a community where we have a common goal and can build one another up. Hugs to you all!! Read more

Thank you for the kind words

Saturday, September 28, 2013      5 comments

To those of you who sent me condolences regarding Fingers, thank you. If you would look at my Sparkpage, you will see a picture of Fingers resting on some pine cones. We still miss him. Even Nibbles, our other cat (he's on my Sparkpag... Read more

Tribute to Fingers.

Sunday, September 15, 2013      11 comments

No, I'm not talking about the digits on our hands. I'm talking about one of my cats. He was fuzzy, and he was furry, and he had a fluffy tail, a little fox-face, and a main like a lion. He was so good natured. He was part main co... Read more

Let's do it again...

Thursday, August 22, 2013      7 comments

I did 30 minutes on the eliptical trainer last night before a dinner of baked fish (yum). It felt so good and I slept so well last night. I want to do it again! Maybe add some weight training this time? Or should I go slowly?... Read more

Tonight, I begin...

Wednesday, August 21, 2013      6 comments

After getting out of the hospital a week ago, it's time for me to go to the gym. It's good that I'm going to the gym because today was not really a good day. Well, it started good, then it got stressful. I think stress is one of m... Read more

Still struggling a bit, but overcoming

Tuesday, August 20, 2013      2 comments

Still trying to get use to this. Diagnoses that are hard to digest, medications that I don't want... Maybe, if I get healthy, I can say good-bye to some of these meds? Maybe? Read more

Now, I have to start over again!

Monday, August 19, 2013      9 comments

Just got out of the hospital Thursday with new diagnoses and new medications. I don't want to be like this the rest of my life, so, taking care of myself is no longer an option. Drinking lots of water now. Tracking my food. Getting s... Read more

Why am I here?

Sunday, August 04, 2013      3 comments

I'm suppose to be on level, not in a group home...level III in my health and fitness progress. I want to get healthy so bad, yet, here I am. If I were my own counselor, I would do Motivational Interviewing to discover why I'm ... Read more

Looks like I may be working soon!

Thursday, March 07, 2013      5 comments

For the past month, I have been interviewing, trying to take care of myself, and getting reconnected with G-d. Now, it looks as if I will be working somewhere starting March 18th. My prayer is that I will choose the place where G-d can... Read more

So far, so good

Thursday, February 28, 2013      3 comments

I had made a personal goal at the beginning of the week. Since it's been a while since I'd exercised (due to illness), I decided that I would commit to exercising 3 times this week. Well, I did 10 minutes of walking on Sunday, 25 minutes o... Read more

I cry out to You!

Wednesday, February 27, 2013      3 comments

This morning, while I was listening to my cantor's music on Reverbnation, there was something at the bottom marked "rabbit hole". Naturally, my curious nature wanted to see how far down it went. It took me here: Read more

Starting over again

Thursday, February 07, 2013      4 comments

Well, I thought my next place was in Statesville. Then, the agency closed down suddenly. Now, I have to start all over again. There was so much stress in the job that just closed down that I completely ignored myself. Now, I ... Read more


Tuesday, December 18, 2012      6 comments

Here I am again, still in recovery. I'm back at work again, trying to get back to seeing my clients again. Still not exercising, still not dancing... Still coughing, still wheezing... So tired of this!... Read more

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