I feel like I'm in slow motion
There is so much I want to do, but my motivation is gone.
How do I get my motivation back? Where did I leave my motivation? Is it under the bed, or in a stack of papers that I need to go through?
Where do I find motivation? In a sto... Read more
Unemployed, then employed, again
Well, for about 12 days, I was unemployed.
Now, I'm employed again.
G-d is good, so I praise Him.
Now to find something to do until Jan. 6th...... Read more
Thank you so much
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday. Thanks for the well wishes and the Spark goodies!
It's nice to belong to a community where we have a common goal and can build one another up.
Hugs to you all!! Read more
Thank you for the kind words
To those of you who sent me condolences regarding Fingers, thank you.
If you would look at my Sparkpage, you will see a picture of Fingers resting on some pine cones.
We still miss him. Even Nibbles, our other cat (he's on my Sparkpag... Read more
Tribute to Fingers.
No, I'm not talking about the digits on our hands.
I'm talking about one of my cats.
He was fuzzy, and he was furry, and he had a fluffy tail, a little fox-face, and a main like a lion.
He was so good natured. He was part main co... Read more
Let's do it again...
I did 30 minutes on the eliptical trainer last night before a dinner of baked fish (yum).
It felt so good and I slept so well last night.
I want to do it again!
Maybe add some weight training this time?
Or should I go slowly?... Read more
Tonight, I begin...
After getting out of the hospital a week ago, it's time for me to go to the gym.
It's good that I'm going to the gym because today was not really a good day.
Well, it started good, then it got stressful.
I think stress is one of m... Read more
Still struggling a bit, but overcoming
Still trying to get use to this.
Diagnoses that are hard to digest, medications that I don't want...
Maybe, if I get healthy, I can say good-bye to some of these meds?
Maybe? Read more
Now, I have to start over again!
Just got out of the hospital Thursday with new diagnoses and new medications.
I don't want to be like this the rest of my life, so, taking care of myself is no longer an option.
Drinking lots of water now. Tracking my food. Getting s... Read more
Why am I here?
I'm suppose to be on level III...no, not in a group home...level III in my health and fitness progress.
I want to get healthy so bad, yet, here I am.
If I were my own counselor, I would do Motivational Interviewing to discover why I'm ... Read more
Looks like I may be working soon!
For the past month, I have been interviewing, trying to take care of myself, and getting reconnected with G-d.
Now, it looks as if I will be working somewhere starting March 18th.
My prayer is that I will choose the place where G-d can... Read more
So far, so good
I had made a personal goal at the beginning of the week. Since it's been a while since I'd exercised (due to illness), I decided that I would commit to exercising 3 times this week.
Well, I did 10 minutes of walking on Sunday, 25 minutes o... Read more
I cry out to You!
This morning, while I was listening to my cantor's music on Reverbnation, there was something at the bottom marked "rabbit hole". Naturally, my curious nature wanted to see how far down it went.
It took me here: http://www.reverbnation.com... Read more
Starting over again
Well, I thought my next place was in Statesville.
Then, the agency closed down suddenly.
Now, I have to start all over again.
There was so much stress in the job that just closed down that I completely ignored myself.
Now, I ... Read more
Here I am again, still in recovery.
I'm back at work again, trying to get back to seeing my clients again.
Still not exercising, still not dancing...
Still coughing, still wheezing...
So tired of this!... Read more
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