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Having mixed emotions
Saturday, February 21, 2009      1 comments

I had to file a police report today. Someone stole my husband's pressure washer and air compressor out of our shed. He is so mad! I'm having mixed emotions because what use does getting mad do? Does it hurt the person who stole from my famil... Read more
Part 4
Saturday, February 07, 2009      1 comments

I have been thinking that I might have been a little hasty in my decision to write a weekly blog. I mean, when do I have the time to sit down and write??? I really don't have much time at all with working a full time job and having 3 kids and ... Read more
The Battle Part 3
Sunday, February 01, 2009      0 comments

I almost talked myself out of writing my blog this week. I am not really feeling the inspiration to write. Oh well, I'm giving it a shot now - I didn't promise myself that I would write a book each time I blogged. The promise was to write a b... Read more
The Battle between Fat me and Thin me Part 2
Saturday, January 24, 2009      2 comments

As I sat on my bathroom floor sorting through my heavy clothes, I thought, Thin me has been hibernating or in a coma for a long time. I'm 5 foot, 2 inches tall and I'm short all over - short arms, short legs, short torso. I have been unhappily... Read more
The Battle between fat me and thin me
Saturday, January 17, 2009      4 comments

I just had a battle between fat me and thin me. It seems for all of my life, there has been a battle within myself. There is the part of me that wants to be thin, healthy and happy, and there is the fat me that wants to eat the junk food, sit... Read more
Last Night I had a Dream that I was Climbing a Mountain
Tuesday, December 30, 2008      2 comments

Last night, I had a dream that I was climbing a mountain. I was terrified that I was going to fall. Even though I had a support group with me, all I wanted to do was go back down to the bottom of the mountain where I would be safe and comfort... Read more
Monday, October 27, 2008      5 comments

I just read a portion of my medical chart and the word OBESE stood out like an elephant in the room. I know I am obese but seeing it in writing puts a different perspective on the condition. I can no longer lie to myself and tell myself that i... Read more
I Keep Waiting . . .
Wednesday, July 23, 2008      0 comments

I keep waiting to be the one he gets excited to see and talk to. I keep waiting to feel better, but am not taking enough interest to do anything about it. I keep waiting for the loneliness of missing family and friends to go away. I keep... Read more
Struggling but not giving up
Friday, June 27, 2008      2 comments

I have been struggling for almost a month now, but I'm not giving up. I am so tired and if not for, I think I would have given up completely by now. I know I will get back on track soon.... Read more