Wednesday, June 10, 2009      3 comments

You know.... life is ridiculous sometimes. I sit here and feed myself [pun intended] all these reasons why I'm not losing weight. I'm stressed, I don't have time to work out, blah blah blah snore. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me?! I've... Read more
I'm back.
Friday, April 24, 2009      2 comments

So, over the last month I've been away. I recently miscarried and sank into a deep depression. I had been slacking off on SP before that though, never a good thing. Anyway... I still managed to lose more weight that I never logged. I got down to... Read more
Monday, January 26, 2009      1 comments

Either I dropped 5 pounds, or my scale is a liar!! I'm SO jazzed about this!! I'm beginning to feel like maybe I can really do this! I don't know that I'd have made it this far without all of the wonderful support I have gotten on this site!! Fo... Read more
feeling like i need to eat...
Saturday, January 24, 2009      3 comments

But I don't. I'm depressed. I live overseas on a military base and I have like, 3 friends. And they aren't even GOOD friends. I sort of just know them. I am having an issue with one of my neighbors and I just feel like EATING everything in the k... Read more
I've been thinking...
Friday, January 23, 2009      3 comments

Dangerous, I know. But honestly.... Where did I get such a poor self image? Where did I learn to hate myself the way I do? At what point did I start to allow myself to think that I wasn't as "good" as someone else? The answer? My moth... Read more