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The battle rages on!

Saturday, August 04, 2012      2 comments

Well, I lost 2 tenths of a pound this week. Hmmm...how disappointing. I started exercising this week too. 5 days at the YMCA. 5 days of sweat and a little muscle pain. I wanted to throw in the towel after stepping on the scale. I did not. I got ... Read more

Anything worth it takes awhile!

Sunday, July 29, 2012      3 comments

I went to the Y to work out today. Saw myself in the mirrors and windows...yuck. I came home sat down next to my husband before I showered and started picking on myself, "I'm fat" all the while jiggling my leg roles. He replied, "Stop ... Read more

Well, yuck...

Friday, July 27, 2012      4 comments

I started a workout program at the Y on Wednesday! Yay me.. However, I got the stomach flu that night, so I haven't been back. It is as if I am being sabotaged by germs. I am hoping to go back tomorrow to work out, but we shall see. I am very we... Read more

Rough...

Wednesday, July 18, 2012      3 comments

It was a rough day. I was up most of the night with my sick boy. I had a few hours of sleep afterwards, but then I went into a severe depression afterwards. I couldn't stop crying and felt like everything was falling apart. Thankfully my husband... Read more

Waiting...

Tuesday, July 17, 2012      3 comments

I don't know about other people, but I really don't like waiting. I don't like waiting in line. I don't like waiting for something important in the mail. I really don't like it. Today I am waiting for the person to come install a new hot water h... Read more

Another Day another ????

Thursday, July 12, 2012      3 comments

Eventful day. I have recorded everything I put into my mouth today, for the 5th day in a row. I was sabotaged today. Husband ordered pizza. I recorded what I ate, which is a goal of mine, but boy was it an eye opener! I spoke to husband and he s... Read more

FEAR

Tuesday, July 10, 2012      4 comments

FEAR. I have determined that fear and anxiety rule this aspect of my life- losing weight! I am not afraid of being smaller, I am afraid of letting myself down again. I am afraid of struggling and losing the battle. I am afraid of the looks on ... Read more

Giving up, giving in,

Saturday, April 14, 2012      7 comments

I don't know anymore, if I can try, if I can succeed. I feel hopeless and I feel lonely. I don't know why I keep trying.... Read more

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

Monday, September 06, 2010      5 comments

Well, I've been little (not) miss negative for quite awhile now. I've noticed that I lecture myself daily about losing weight, working out, and quitting smoking. I'm busier than I can remember, with the two boys, autism appointments for one, col... Read more

I'm down...again.

Monday, May 03, 2010      5 comments

I really have no good answer. Maybe I am destined for this. I consistently attempt to eat within my calorie range, but I am always hungry. I cannot curb the hunger. I do not have a good answer and neither does anyone else. I exercised so much in... Read more

Exercise when you don't feel good :/

Thursday, April 08, 2010      4 comments

I've had a bad cold all week and I've been fighting to prevent it from turning into a sinus infection. Pollen is a huge culprit. It seems like pollen kills my immune system and I get sick with everything else within a day or two of an allergic r... Read more

Exercise when you don't feel good :/

Thursday, April 08, 2010      0 comments

I've had a bad cold all week and I've been fighting to prevent it from turning into a sinus infection. Pollen is a huge culprit. It seems like pollen kills my immune system and I get sick with everything else within a day or two of an allergic r... Read more

My Blogs

Friday, April 02, 2010      3 comments

I slowly went down hill. A quick trip from February until the end of March, my efforts went down hill. They smacked dead center into a wall with two sudden surgeries. Afterwards, I realized that I couldn't just give up on myself. I have said thi... Read more

Starting Over...again!

Sunday, March 14, 2010      9 comments

Okay, I do feel like an idiot. I tried the HCG and was starving. It was unbearable. I would much rather work out and make positive time for myself than feel the way I did on the HCG. So, here I am again. Starting anew. Working on me. I will be... Read more

Starting over!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010      4 comments

Well, here we go again. This time, I'm doing it with medical help. I am starting the HCG protocol today. A shot in my stomach every day for 6 weeks, not too bad. I only hope that I can accomplish what I need to. It has been such a difficult life... Read more


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