Walk for Lupus Now, 2011
So, I owe you all an update on the walk! I was hoping to blog about it the day before, just to let you all know what was planned, but I didnít have time. Time flies so fast!
To start, a few weeks ago there was a contest for which team captain... Read more
Pity Party! Turned around!
Iím so, so tired of being stuck at this weight, in this body. It seems so unfair, that not only am I sick, not only am I on meds that made me gain some weight, but those same meds also keep me from losing any weight. OK, I know, Iím being whin... Read more
5 Days and Counting
There are 5 days left until Walk for Lupus Now. Hereís what Iíve been up to.
Saturday was a busy day, for... Read more
YES, I do TOO care!
Last night, I did my first session of physical therapy. I gave it my all, and it wasnít as bad as I thought... Read more
Using Music, Starting PT
Iíve been using music a lot the past few days to relieve stress, and get my feelings out. Just listening to some good music makes me feel better about things. Songs like If Youíre Going Through Hell, Rodney Atkins, ďIf your going through hell... Read more
Did Ya Miss Me?
Iíve been away from SP for a few days. Er, maybe a week. I have no idea what happened, honestly. With the long weekend, I did good on the first day, ate right, didnít eat out, and even painted my nails fightin' green. See?
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Working through the guilt
I skipped my workout yesterday. I was so pumped to go, I even had made a deal with myself: gym workout, even if itís just walking, no swimming, and book time before bed. I just couldnít bring myself to make it to the gym. After a frank discus... Read more
This weekend is a three day weekend for hubby and I, and while during the week we make Big Plans (imagine that in big letters, bold color, lit up like a neon sign.) we usually end up as couch potatoes, catching up on tv we missed and I end up ov... Read more
I hope I never stop learning
This is a little rambly, and disconnected, so bear with me.
On SP, it seems like the learning, and the growing, never stops. Every day I log on and earn those points, I absorb more information. I feel like a sponge. Sometimes, Iím a slow... Read more
My Trouble Goal, Part II and Accountability
My Trouble Goal : exciting update!
My trouble goal is getting up in the morning. I know a lot of people ... Read more
Still learning, still growing
When I look in the mirror, I donít like what I see. I see an unhappy, chunky girl with lots of flab and no muscles. I see a weakling, afraid of her own success. I see a girl who desperately wants to be fit and thin, but has trouble developing ... Read more
Giving up my scale
So, Iím giving up the scale. I have a slight tendency towards being OCD. Hubby would say more than that, but Iíve gotten a lot better. Living with a slob Ė errr, a not so neat person, Iíve learned to accept some things. That, and I can no longer... Read more
Feeling good despite my hatred of the scale
Lots to report! On accountability: Friday, everything went good, except that I overate. Way, way overate. I ... Read more
Ping! Another Quarter! I'm on fire!!
Yesterday, things ended up fine. Here's what happened:
When I got home, hubby was already there. He normally doesn't get home until about an hour after me, so I have some time to do whatever I want, guilt free. Once he's home, I feel I should ... Read more
This is me.
I need a wake up call, I guess. So here I am, and I'm going to be brutally honest here.
I am 26 years ... Read more