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Monday, May 24, 2010      2 comments

That is what I wrote in a journal entry 20 years ago as I stepped off the train in Madrid. I was about the same weight as now, but now I feel better about myself. However, I catch those same tapes playing in my mind. How do I shut them up... Read more
Sunday, May 23, 2010      2 comments

I was reading a post earlier about when friends and family try and get you to eat and/or drink thing you don't want to. Some people replied that they are not really your friends. Some said to do what you know is right and maybe you will inspir... Read more
THE Dress
Saturday, May 22, 2010      1 comments

About 18 years ago I bought a dress. It was a great price but didn't fit, my boobs were too big. About 15 years ago I had a breast reduction. It didn't fit, the rest of me was too big. And so it has hung around, following me from m... Read more
Thursday, May 20, 2010      0 comments

More than 2 years ago I was reading a self help book that suggested naming ones fat. I thought long and hard and came up with what I thought was an enlighted name. I now with to change that name. From here on out, my fat shall be named: ... Read more
Monday, May 10, 2010      1 comments

So I was thinking i would buy two new pairs of pants for work. One in the size I am entering and one in the size lower. I was going to go to Lane Bryant or Avenue, try on the size I am now so I could make sure they fit the way I want. Then it... Read more
6 lbs., be gone!
Saturday, May 01, 2010      1 comments

I have 6 pounds to go untill I reach my mini goal and the scale has not moved in almost 2 weeks! Plus, the 25 I did lose came mostly from my T&A.... Read more
Yuck, Yuck, Yuck.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010      1 comments

Had a bad day today. I spent it procrastinaing a job I had to do. As a result, I kept my child home from school, barely ate, yelled at my daughter and was all around grumpy. In the end the job was just as yucking and hard and frustrating as I... Read more
Time to Step it Up.
Sunday, April 18, 2010      5 comments

Doing great! 25 pounds down since March. I have desided to really push the workouts. I have been mostly working on diet and now it is time to step it up.... Read more
Nude Dancing?
Saturday, April 17, 2010      2 comments

Since my husband, then boyfriend moved in 10 years ago I have not been alone in my home. Now, he is gone for many weeks and, due to my work, my youngest is having a sleep over. So tonight it will be just me. I work the next morning so I can't... Read more
Friday, April 16, 2010      4 comments

The other day I was making boxed mac and cheese for my youngest. I don't like the stuff, yet I put the spoon in my mouth! I sat there for a moment horrified at what I had done. Not only is it not on my program, but it is gluten. Organic or n... Read more
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      0 comments

i feel so odd about my blog. i have so much to say, and then I sit down and my fingers are silent.... Read more
s2s day 2
Monday, May 04, 2009      0 comments

I am so happy I accomplished everything today. It was close. Hard day and running out of time. Using the three fruits in a dessert.
19453 It sounds great! Time to... Read more
S 2 S Daily Challenge
Monday, May 04, 2009      0 comments

Day 1 I want to move thru the challenge strong. From start to finish, each and every day, no excuses. That is all. For doing this I will get a new swimsuit no matter what size.... Read more
Naming my fat, Mantras, Top 5
Monday, March 17, 2008      0 comments

Belly of Fear She or Me Then or Now Accepting people as they are Wanting to help others reach their goals Smile thru most Able to focus on a task Loyal ... Read more

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