LADYBUG1962's Blogs

Minor Victory
Saturday, February 11, 2012      1 comments

We went to Olive Garden last night has been tough, B is missing his partner and feeling alone so he has been hanging with us alot. last night he wanted Olive garden and *small drum roll* I had ONE breadstick and no salad and ate a Lasagna class... Read more
Time to Reflect
Tuesday, February 07, 2012      0 comments

It has been a little over a week since Boz died and I miss him. I miss his queenly self clutching his imaginary pearls and saying in his queenly fashion "Grrrrl!" He was indeed a gentle giant and he made the world a more colorful place. There ... Read more
Death has taught...err...reminded me..that
Friday, February 03, 2012      1 comments

Has been a long week, and has been a week of looking at true value of things as opposed to assumed/implied value. And as I analyzed, thought on and looked at various things I came to a few "aha" moments. Let me share. 1. There is no such t... Read more
Death of a loved one...
Monday, January 30, 2012      4 comments

My wifes ex husband...long day maybe i will share...lost his partner last night. We are pretty sure it is due to diabetic issues, he was a big man and he was in ICU 3 weeks ago with blood suagrs in the 830's range. They discharged h... Read more
The Siren's Call
Saturday, January 28, 2012      0 comments

last night I went into a little grocery store and I looked at the diet dr pepper and I walked away. I swear it was like a damn siren calling me and saying"Come taste my high fructosey goodness" and "Lover come back let me caress your tongue with... Read more
Mentally Vacant
Thursday, January 26, 2012      1 comments

I am not doing well, my partner has been dealing with stuff, and not feeling like she can share it with me. I understand this and the "dance" usually begins a downward spiral. I am doing my best to deal but I can feel the darkness trying to clim... Read more
Staying the Course
Monday, January 23, 2012      1 comments

So I wil have to go back and look at when I restarted monitoring my food intake and exercising. I think it has been 2 weeks or a little over two weeks and I have to say I am feeling pretty good. A few times I have wanted to eat a burger the si... Read more
Yet again
Thursday, January 19, 2012      0 comments

I find myself saying "WOW has it really been since October that I posted or did anything on SP?" *le sigh* But is ok, my blood sugars were going through the roof and my dr threatened to put me on medication. I do not want to be on medication a... Read more
Monday, October 25, 2010      1 comments

Can it really be that almost 3 years has passed since I was on SP? I will not allow myself to fall into the "Where would I be now weight-wise if I had only stuck with it." That is a bad trap to allow myself to wander into. Instead I will give my... Read more
Frustration Overcome
Thursday, September 06, 2007      2 comments

I went and got my personal training today did 65 minutes of cardio. Was heading home early from work and singing all the way. Pull off of I 85/40 and the clutch seems to not be able to find the gear. "hmm" I think "that;s odd" Two minutes late... Read more
Forward Progress
Wednesday, September 05, 2007      1 comments

Has been three days of making wiser choices, one day at a time thats what I keep telling myself. It is hard though the urge to skip walking or working out is overwhelming........ Read more
Back and Forth
Monday, September 03, 2007      1 comments

What drives me what causes me to do sooooo well for 6-9 months and then BAM i slide back? I try and then I feel ashamed because i have a bad day and then I think "F*ck it why bother I am happy being fat" But it isnt the truth. I am scared I do n... Read more
How Long
Thursday, June 07, 2007      1 comments

How long has it been since I logged in? A long time. I guess by being childish and not logging in I could escape the fact that I have not been making wise food and exercise choices, if I don't see it then the weight would not creep back on. WRO... Read more
Is it Friday Yet?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007      0 comments

I am ready for it to be friday, I finally feel I have the eating under control and I feel better about the walkign I have done. I just wish Iknew why my heart turns to mashed potatoes and gravy when I am stressed. Or I almost go into an eating b... Read more
Friday, February 23, 2007      0 comments

Ok I managed to stay on track AND exercise this week, I think I need to take the one day at a time mantra and repeat it, because I tend to punish myself with guilt when I feel like I did "Bad" And i think that leads to a whole punishing thing.... Read more

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