Trying to get back on track
It's amazing how fast the week went by. I just did not make the time to check in here...part of it was being very busy, but part of it was also because I was super stressed and had more rough days than usual. I got sucked into the bingeing cycle... Read more
This could be an exceptionally challenging month with Thanksgiving at the end, but I am going to try my hardest to stay on track. It feels funny that it's now November; I somehow don't feel the change in months like I did last month. I think for... Read more
Ok it's past bedtime again...
Staying Positive, Day 31.
+ I let myself relax today. I went to yoga even though I didn't get any work done, since I thought it might help to just do something calming rather than getting worked up and mo... Read more
Bad anxiety day
I messed up today at night after fighting all day... sigh. At least I made it as far as I could. Anyway, here I am, trying to cram this in again before an already-too-late bedtime. I had planned to get to sleep early but this did not happen. I c... Read more
Made it through
Another really quick entry before bedtime... Today was kind of blah. Work was tedious and I wanted it to be over, while it wanted to drag on and torture me. I'm quite bummed because my left foot is very sore, to the point where I'm limping - unl... Read more
Urgh getting behind
Getting behind, but fortunately it is because I have been busy, not that I'm avoiding posting due to failures that I don't want to admit. Have to go to sleep really soon or I will be sorry tomorrow, so this will be quick. Hopefully I can get bac... Read more
Trying to catch up and then keep up
This week was just so busy. It was crunch time at work for a project for the big boss, and then on the school side, I forced myself to meet with my advisor this week as well, which meant a major buildup of stress. I haven't had a great two days ... Read more
It's past my bedtime, so I have to make this entry relatively quick although a lot went on today... It wasn't perfect, and it wasn't pretty, but overall it's improvement.
Staying Positive, Day 23.
+ This morning I woke up and I read my... Read more
Just felt like expressing
my gratitude for my SparkFriends here. To everyone who has commented to let me know they can relate, encouraged me, offered support, reminded me people care, let me know I'm not alone, shared helpful articles with me...THANK YOU. I plan on writi... Read more
Every moment is a chance to make a change...
I usually have a hard time "starting over" part-way through a day, as if my unit of measurement is a full day, but there are rare times when I can realize that each and every moment is a chance to start over if I make a mistake...today was one o... Read more
Still trying to catch up!
So busy... Messed up yesterday but ended the day well. Today so far has been better. It is ridiculous how fast I forget little positives throughout a day if I don't write them here, so I hope not to get too behind.
Staying Positive, Day 19 ... Read more
My rollercoaster week continued... (catch up from yesterday)
Yesterday was so bad. So, so bad, and I forgot to post. I just completely gave up. The day started off great, but things just went downhill after I got home from work. Billing errors to deal with on my school account (somehow I owe an additional... Read more
Here I am, rushing this so I can try and get enough sleep again, but I think it's important that I keep this up.
Staying Positive, Day 17.
+ I was really efficient working today.
+ When I got really stressed out over wasting 2 hou... Read more
Down and up
So much to do!!
Staying Positive, Day 16.
+ Because I didn't really get enough sleep last night, I woke up and was debating about whether to go run or not when I saw a text from one of my buddies. He said he was getting there early to ... Read more
Last Page »
After a busy weekend I was exhausted today. I decided to give myself a rest day, but I ended up messing up. I know that being so tired made me vulnerable and yet I still wasn't careful enough.
Staying Positive, Day 15.
+ I had one last... Read more