I'm not perfect. I have flaws, I have scars, I make bad choices and mistakes and let my emotions get the best of me.
I have characteristics that are unbecoming of a lady. I curse too much, drink whiskey, smoke pot on occasion and wear too... Read more
So grateful for freaks like me!
So one of my very best friends and I are working hard on our goals together. She keeps me focused, keeps pushing me and keeps me true to myself.
Yesterday I had a mini-celebration, when my skinny jeans (that are the size down from what I... Read more
I've made some really bad choices in 2014. I mean, I had a lot of fun, but made poor choices. Those choices caused a 20 pound weight gain in 2014 and a 10 pound weight gain in 2013. So, now I have a big ol job to do.
I have updat... Read more
One 12 inch square part of my bathroom floor.
The other day I stepped on that silly mechanical thingy that takes up one square foot of my bathroom floor. It tells you numbers, when you stand on it...
I don't like that thing.
It used to be a good friend of mine though; years ag... Read more
Swear it, this used to be easier!
Not too thrilled with my months results. I swear this used to be much easier to do!!!
3/3/14 - 3/27/14 only down 4.2 pounds and 4.25 inches.
GAH I feel like I'm just trudging through. Of course, I haven't been ON 100% so I g... Read more
It's been a week for me. Like a woah was that real?... kind of week
Business trip Thursday through the weee morning hours of Saturday. Made some pretty heinous choices about food. Missed Weds, Thurs, Friday,Saturday workouts. MEH Feelin... Read more
Okay a couple of days late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Week before Christmas I was stretching after a really great sprint spin class and felt a sharp pain my hip. Knowing I have issues (car accident in 01) it's not unusual to feel things snap and... Read more
Starving crazy today
OMG I can't seem to stop eating today. I'm tracking it all, so I refuse to go over, but good golly I can't seem to want to stop eating.
GAH!!!... Read more
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone......
Waiting for a call just to tell you, You're not alone............
Sometimes songs speak to me. Right into my heart. (That's what they are supposed to do right?!)
Last night in our 20 minutes of yoga and stretching after spin/core, thi... Read more
This morning at 158 I decided I need to add myself some mini goal motivation:
So since I'd love to lose 20 pounds, I'm going to reward myself with the following:
155: 1 new workout shirt
150: 1 hour massage
145: new spin shoes
... Read more
14 months, a lot of changes, and a whole new perspective on life.
It's been nearly 14 months since I've blogged. And a lot has happened in 14 months for sure!!
I've changed jobs.
I've fallen in love with a new career.
I've gained 20 pounds.
I quit Sparking ( ^ might help explain the previo... Read more
Putting off the blog... need to get it out
Well, a lot has happened in 2 months.
Stress, feeling like crap, losing my trainer, losing my motivation, trying like hell to find it back, talking myself up, bringing myself down.
Gaining 10 pounds... GAINING 10 POUNDS! ... Read more
Cougars, MILF's and various other references
So recently I took on a third job (because i throughly enjoy spending time away from my household, my family and my friends!) bartending at a friends country club. It's a lot of fun actually and I work on Thursday nights which is the Mens Leagu... Read more
Scale isn't moving... self talk
Ok, I got off track for a couple of weeks. I know, I know.... I know what I need to do... I got back to reality and I'm doing what I need to, but I'm getting that "addicted to the scale" thing again and that's not healthy. No you won't see it ... Read more
On track..... and not half-a$$3d
27 days till vacation!
This weekend was super fun (like the best weekend I've had in a while, good times with the family!) But..... I made some pretty dumb food choices and my weight ticker shows that...
So. . .
With 4 weeks ... Read more