Another year!
Monday, February 04, 2013      2 comments

Oh how I have missed sparkpeople. I left this time, not because I had given up, but because using 3 different sites to track everything was just too much for me and only a rival site was able to sync with my bodymedia. I am so happy to be ba... Read more
Been away for awhile
Friday, February 24, 2012      1 comments

Emotional breakthroughs suck, the end result is always worth it, but man the process is not for babies. Ive been stuck lately gaining and losing the same 3 pounds over and over again. I couldn't for the life of my figure out why, why can't I s... Read more
New year ramblings
Friday, December 30, 2011      2 comments

I failed to reach my goal this year. I'm trying to figure out how I feel about it. Perhaps its the impending new year that has me feeling down. See I planned on losing 100 pounds in a year and with the deadline fast approaching I am going to fa... Read more
The Dress
Saturday, September 24, 2011      5 comments

Today I had what I would call a break through, minor, but a breakthrough none the less. I posted a few months back that I dreaded the dress shopping, I didn't want to do it and certainly didn't want to do it with an audience. Scary stuff for s... Read more
Exercise when will it get easier
Monday, April 25, 2011      2 comments

So last night I was on the dreaded treadmill trying to get in 20 minutes or so of exercise and I was wondering when will it get easier. I was dripping with sweat and my legs and behind were burning and I was dreaming about it being done. When ... Read more
Cakes and dresses and oh my
Wednesday, March 23, 2011      2 comments

It's 11pm and I'm sweaty and not in a good way, at least this is not in my preferred sweating method. I just finished up the strength training I never got around to yesterday and of course spent my time on the evil dreadmill that occupies way... Read more
What was I thinking
Saturday, March 05, 2011      3 comments

I weighed in this morning, the news was good, gone are another three pounds and yet I still felt bad. I spent most of the day feeling this way. I spent so much time mentally kicking myself for letting things get so out of control I forgot to sto... Read more
A beautiful day and numbers on the scale
Sunday, February 13, 2011      2 comments

It was a beautiful day here in Ohio, for several reasons: One the weather was amazing it hit 50 degrees here and was wonderfully sunny. Two I got to go outside and walk (thanks to the wonderful weather) Three I had a boo hoo moment with my... Read more
Reflection and Change
Monday, January 24, 2011      4 comments

Well its been a year since I last made an effort at sparkpeople and now after finding I couldn't button my jeans and realizing all of the pain I was in was being caused by my weight I'm back. Things are different this time, this time I'm scared... Read more
Week 5 progress and change
Friday, May 15, 2009      1 comments

Ive survived 5 weeks and now I am thriving once again. 14lbs are gone, some of my clothes are fitting again and all of the soreness is gone. I just needed to build some momentum and see some results. I really hate those first few weeks when you... Read more
Week 4
Thursday, May 07, 2009      1 comments

I've almost completed week 4 of my new beginning. Ive been sore and hungry for the entire time. This seems so much harder than last time. I have so many excuses for giving up and now none of them seemed that important. So here I am feeling worn ... Read more
Work Sucks!
Thursday, May 15, 2008      1 comments

This has been the worst week ever. I have failed myself by not eating right. I have excuses, but none of them hold a lot of water. Its 12:30 thursday, Ive now worked 35.5 hours and don't have a chance of leaving anytime soon. Its been so bad my ... Read more
Hungry very very hungry
Tuesday, April 29, 2008      2 comments

Ive found that the day after every weight training session Im starving from the time I get up to the time I go to bed. By tomorrow all will be normal, but Ive been eating all day. All good healthy choices, but still, I would really like ot go mo... Read more
My motivation is missing!
Thursday, April 17, 2008      2 comments

Have you seen her? She's 5'6 170lbs klingon with reddish hair. She can be very cranky and likes to yell cuss words in klingon. She is often seen lifting large amounts of weights while insulting those who give up. I think she may have given up o... Read more
Joining the 200 club
Tuesday, March 18, 2008      3 comments

I finnally did it. Yesterday the scale broke the 300 mark (yes I am one of those people that weigh myself everyday). Well today, I got up and mindlessly got on the scale and there it was 298 amazing, icredible. I counted myself at 300 on sundays... Read more

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