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New Year! Hopefully new me?

Monday, January 06, 2014      3 comments

I have been terrible. No, not just terrible - horrible. And not just that. Worse. I can't wrap my mind around what makes me do this. Why do I work my butt off and then tempt fate and give in to only give up? Why do I rebel against myself? ... Read more

Apologies.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013      8 comments

Well, to start I would like to apologize. I haven't been very active here lately. I feel like I am not being honest to anyone, especially myself when I am not remaining active. Why? Well, the less active I am here, the less active I have als... Read more

Happy Birthday - I love you.

Friday, April 19, 2013      10 comments

First of all, let me start this by saying I'm sorry. This is not an easy post for me. But I have to get this out there. I can't keep it in. Hit the back arrow on your browser now so not to get sucked into my sadness. 21 years ago today ... Read more

Hey y'all.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013      6 comments

Good morning, Just wanted to update y'all. I am still here. I have been super busy covering for a vacationing co-worker. My kids had softball tournaments running Friday night and all day Saturday. Sundays games were rained out so ... Read more

Happy Hump-Day!

Wednesday, April 10, 2013      4 comments

Good morning to all of my fellow Sparkers. I hope today finds you well. And Sparkly. I don't have too much to report on. I am feeling soooo much better. Looking forward to a workout this morning. Hoping to get back to pre-sickness st... Read more

Daughter's Update.

Friday, April 05, 2013      8 comments

Morning, I just wanted to start this by thanking everyone for their support yesterday. My daughters appointment went alright. The Dr believes it's just inflammation due to irregular hormone surges as it is that time of the month. Th... Read more

My daughter

Thursday, April 04, 2013      11 comments

Good morning, I have an early day today. I am taking my daughter to the Dr this afternoon. I haven't wanted to put words into this, because I feel completely confident that this is totally normal and everything is going to be just fine. ... Read more

Just like a fat kid

Friday, March 29, 2013      7 comments

I just love how supportive everyone is here. I am feeling so much better today. I really do think because of being sick, the weather, and me not being able to get my evening workouts in has really put me in the dumps. But this IS going ... Read more

Bored!

Thursday, March 28, 2013      6 comments

Come on already. I know this is so overdue, but I just can't seem to get my rear end moving. I think I am losing focus. Well, maybe not losing focus. More like needing to re-focus a little I guess. I am still here. I am still (trying) at g... Read more

Good Grief Charlie Brown!

Wednesday, March 20, 2013      10 comments

Wow! I actually just sat here and typed up an entry to have it disappear. Oh well, I guess I am going to go with a condensed version. I am back from my camping trip. Wish I can say it ran smoothly but it didn't. I crashed my bike. Wa... Read more

Ramblings

Tuesday, March 12, 2013      7 comments

I'm still here. Been having issues making it through the weekends again. Something I really need to focus on. The problem is that I don't have a certain schedule that must be followed so I eat based on when I get up, then do what needs to be ... Read more

A new day

Friday, March 08, 2013      5 comments

Yes, today is a new day. Things are a lot better. Am 100% and completely motivated to staying that way. My father in law was actually released yesterday, even though his blood pressure is still very low. But the CT scan and lab results... Read more

Selfish Emotions With a Side of Chocolate

Thursday, March 07, 2013      7 comments

I've never been an emotional eater. At least not that I have ever noticed. When I am having a bad or sad or heartbreaking day I usually don't eat. I have a hard time making myself eat. At least this is what I have thought. This morning ... Read more

To a Long Life

Wednesday, March 06, 2013      7 comments

Toward the end of Sunday service, the Minister asked, 'How many of you have forgiven your enemies?' 80% held up their hands. The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Brown''; 'Are you... Read more

Day 5

Tuesday, March 05, 2013      5 comments

Today I am to focus on doing just one thing to help me get closer to my goal. Only one thing? Really? That sounds totally reasonable. Not difficult at all. Not like a list of things. How hard could this really be? I can't think of jus... Read more


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