i only smile in the dark..
i cant believe that a few weeks ago, a few days ago, even, i was feeling so down.
i guess it really does all have to do with the treadmill.
i walked four miles today. felt good to do that.
i am reading a good book and the time flew b... Read more
one holiday down..
okay. confession time.
was up to 237 last week but am now hovering at 233-232 again. so thats good.
feeling a little better about last night. had a lot of good laughs last night, too, though i didnt share that.
my sister ended up lau... Read more
finish to a bittersweet halloween..
i dont even know what happened.
everyone came in, was rushing. bird and his ma had difficulties about something, and he ended up going outside, or was told to go outside, i think.
trick or treaters came and i noticed him still outside so... Read more
a bittersweet halloween. part one.
yesterday was a long day. went shopping with my mom. got home only to realize i accidentally overlooked some of her groceries, (and she called to gloat that she had some of mine) so i met my dad so he could take her food to her.
was nice. mad... Read more
there it goes, my last chance for peace..
well, the treadmill is semi-fixed, maybe?
the repairman came and thankfully r. worked from home today and was here to deal with him. he was just grasping at straws, really.
bottom line: he tightened the belt, tightened the o... Read more
blogging so i dont lose my temper..
im about to lose it with my dogs.
i want to wring their necks!!!
as it is, they are outside in the sleet and snow, and i dont feel bad.
walter threw up twice last night.
i wont go into the details. besides, no matter what i... Read more
oh the weather outside is frightful..
first snow of the year, pups were loving it.
went well today. did walking away the pounds with ms. leslie again, 6 minutes on the bike, a 23 minute mile (not safer to go faster than that because its not fixed).
food is in ranges.
foun... Read more
I spit and stutter stuff and clutter worries in my worried corner
ive had a pretty good day... did the exercise, eating is fine.
r. is in bed, sleeping, because he has to work in the middle of the night, so im all alone. me, alone, in the evening doesnt make for a good evening, food wise.
i gue... Read more
Im a racing car passing by like lady godiva..
ive done one mile walk with ms. leslie on exercise tv, a mile on the treadmill, and 1.4 miles on the dreaded exercise bike.
im not done for the day... at least, i dont want to be, but the day is going so fast.
i just watched duncan try to... Read more
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
*went to the costume party last night. went well. everyone laughed at my costume, even though i only kept the pig mask on for a little bit.
*went to chittenango falls today, which isnt that far from here. took the dogs. was nice. there wer... Read more
oh how she rocks, in keds and tube socks...
a rundown of my day:
*treadmill broke again this am. actually, it wasnt fixed to begin with.
*went shopping with my mom.
*thought the sign at walmart said "PLUMS: 1.50 LB
it didnt. what it said was: PLUMS: 1.50 EA.
that's right.... Read more
instead of sitting here, crying..
which is what i really want to do, i will share in a victory.
i jogged for three minutes straight today on the treadmill. thats right. me. the reason i stopped was that my leg fat was jiggling too much and hurt. but i did jog.
i was wicked i... Read more
this used to be my playground..
well, after a heated conversation with jessie at sports authority, nothing is resolved.
but he did appreciate my calling to let him know the issue with the treadmill.
then i called the repairman, who is sick of me.
whose suggestion was ... Read more
crawling into a hole.
well, from r. tightening up the belt on the treadmill because it was hesitating for him, and would have been soon for me, it is now hesitating too much to walk on for me.
i took the kids halloween bags out, looked through for chocolate, and... Read more
mirror mirror on the wall..
i passed my eye exam! which is actually no big deal because they didnt make me cover my good eye, so i was fine.
i had a knot in my stomach all morning about it, though.
i asked to get a different picture taken of me- the one on my curren... Read more