ive never been so alone.. and ive.. never been so alive.
okay, well, i am stress eating. here it goes.
came home to find a message on the machine yesterday saying that the disability company no longer finds me disabled and they unceremoniously dumped my ass.
i have the option of going to my do... Read more
forget the fact that i dont look like you.
r. fixed the bike last evening, which i wasnt expecting.
ive done it for about twenty minutes, and while the time goes by fast, it is HARD.
i mean, cringing every second, my inner thighs are killing me, just go one more second and then you c... Read more
i can feel your heart beat faster..
i was on the stationary bike for approximately 7 minutes this morning, pedaling along watching the golden girls, when the bolt came off.
r. had said it was loose but i think he thought, and i certainly thought, it would hold out for a few week... Read more
* r. set up stationary bike for me tonite. i CANNOT wait to try it out.
he did say that a bolt is loose but he should be able to get a replacement up at the hardware store.
* the bike even has a heart monitor hooked up to it, with a d... Read more
my greasy weekend.
this is r. and i. he is wearing a newsboy cap.
gosh....i hate my shadow.
i had my purse on my side, btw.
*drove from 12.30 to 6.30 to lancaster, pa.
*had a 200 calorie powerade.
*r. stopped at burger king and i had a veggi... Read more
in the city...
i was up till 2 cleaning last night. its amazing how you think it is clean but in actuality, it isnt. i just scrubbed a good portion of the oven.
in the kitchen, unfortunately, we have all white cupboards, no splash wall behind the stove...... Read more
i shouldnt feel sorry for myself. but i am.
im not sure how things went today with the CPS or anything like that, but i was the one nominated to tell my mom.
she took it better than i thought she would.
i spoke with my sister last ni... Read more
a hurt heart.
this doesnt belong on spark but its going up.
i dont know. my sister has issues with the nephew jonas. im not sure what to do, how to help.
he apparently told a "skills worker"... not sure exactly what he does.. that my sister's husban... Read more
walking in a spider web.
still at 231.
cant complain. havent been the best on the eating or exercising due to treadmill.
stupid stupid treadmill.
on the bright side, i did 20 minutes of cardio in front of the television today. i did cardio sculpt with the bigg... Read more
a blog about poop. no, really.
this is walter on his last day living with us because i am going to either kill him or drop him off on a farm someplace.
my day didnt go as planned.
walt got poop on him so i had to wash him.
(dont ask how)
and dunc... Read more
strong enough to not be afraid.
still back down to 231.
and thats without doing any exercise and eating about 2300 calories a day.
treadmill is hesitating, and my legs hurt from last time i did it, which was thursday, so im not doing it until its fixed.
i went to do b... Read more
tooting my own horn.
i am a vegetarian who hates vegetables.
but you know something?
i am eating them every single day.
and, not to brag (okay, im bragging. i deserve to brag) but i had another vegetable today.
i had my usual dinner of a tofu pup and... Read more
ride the wind..
well we just got power back after 12 hours without it, thanks to remnants of Ike.
thankfully no damage. r. came home at lunch to hook up the generator so everything in the fridge wouldnt spoil.
there goes my freaking day.
i had ever... Read more
im not sure what to do.
okay so i was at 230 on friday. my mom and i went to the mongolian grill for lunch, where i ate to my heart's (notice i said heart and not stomach's) content. i left there, stuffed but most of it really was fresh vegetables grilled up on the gri... Read more
so far away..
walter gets a week trial run without his cone on beginning today. he's had to wear it at night and when we go away since may, so i bet he is thrilled.
r. and i went away today to a town a little ways away to a hops fest. r. is into making ... Read more
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